help, addicted to porn/stim porning

addicted50005

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as in topic. its extremely compulsive. its something i DO NOT WANT to do. but i keep cming back. how to fight this? it destroyed my monthly progress of keeping good health etc.

please help
 
im involved in other drugs as well, also the whole addiction story gets even worse and even more disgusting, enough so that i don't want to talk about it right here, i wouldnt ever open up to a therapist like that.

I tell you its sick, disgusting and perverted beyond what i've described (or rather didnt) in those few words.

vmat2 antagonists, cant ifnd anything on that
 
I dealt with stim porn.....as well as stim sex......My higher power got me thru all those things but it seems that i can't talk about what I believe on the boards so shoot me a PM and I will go more into detail.
 
i have a similar problem; opiates kill my sex drive so when i'm on them it's no longer an issue but hell i know what you mean; it's like a double addiction and if you are addicted to other drugs as well, especially benzos then it can last 12 hours at a time. It's a curse but you need to redefine sexuality, intimacy and all those types of things in your head. Porn is not real, it is like watching a film with actors. That's not normal sex.

there's a movie about i saw in theatres with jason gordon levitt about masturbation addiction: Don Jon 2012

seriously check it out it was very enlightening to me.

ah and stim sex god damn why do stims have to feel so fucking good. Personally i'd watch that film on a heavy dose of psychedelics, should set you straight for a bit at least.
 
it lasted more than that. and it was terrible. as i said it wasnt just casual masturbation, other areas too.

thanks for help, ill check that movie out, sober though; i currently have psychedelic tolerance
 
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