Hello

[Iamnothing]

Hi I am me. I am not totally new to bluelight, I stumbled upon you a while back while trying to kick an opiate habit and found some helpful advice and tricks to make the withdrawls more tolerable. So now here I am again with the monkey on my back and I want to be done forever. It is just so damn hard. I am beating myself up. So I am here saying hello reaching out because I have finally accepted that I cannot do this on my own, I am not as strong as I thought I was.

 

[hobhead]

some find NA helpful , some have the jing to go to a detox outfit , some go with substitute narcotics - methadone for example , some just hit the bottom so fucking hard that the message is an unavoidable petition .

i have been though several turkey kicks . the pratfall for me was cross addicting to booze .

an outfit that is teeny tiny in the addiction recovery industry is rational recovery . they abhor meetings and have none . the theme that goes through RR is that we addicts just cave in to the little, primitive chunk of the brain that goes to fucking, gorging, getting loaded, etc., rather than the overwhelmingly large chunk that performs executive function .

i can ride with that explanation because it's how my junkyard mind works.

wish you well in that miserable struggle . if you are not so depressed that you can not even remember what things gave you pleasure, then pursue the things that interested you prior to asshat monkey's dominance .

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I would think about getting on Suboxone.

Welcome to Bluelight and good luck with quitting!

 

[Klue]

Have a good look around, and try using the search engine now you're a member.

Welcome to Bluelight Iamnothing