I'm starting to get drawn more back into being focused in this energy/consciousness center and it feels more comfortable and more "right". It's the center of the feelings where you expereience genuine happiness, love, affection, fullness, unity-consciousness, and generally where you find deep joy and fulfillment in life.
It's where I was always centered the strongest from childhood, it was at the expense of some other things, like the ego wasn't that energised, or the the root-center which gave some problems with grounding, etc. But it didn't matter so much as living from the heart gives life so much meaning and makes you invulnerable in a sense. Although you're sensitive in that you have an open heart and can be easily hurt you also have access to a lot of love or healing energy so you can be restored easily. In this center you relate to God as love, whereas in the root-center you perceive God as power.
Anyway, I started to withdraw after I had some serious trauma which gave me some deep blockages in the heart so I didn't have so much energy flowing through it any more. This mostly went to strengthening the mind, also some to the third eye or the center for extra-sensory perception, and with time also the ego as this hadn't been really developed through growing up like it is in most which gave me some problems with getting by in the world. Mostly with self-projection/self-protection, but this isn't so necessary when you work so much from the heart, as you tend to inspire love in others so you feel pretty safe and valued all the same.
Lately I'm just starting to feel more and more tired of ego-games and like that is falling away from me. It's like the better you master it the more meaningless it becomes. I think it's mostly interesting as long as it's a challenge and there are things to accomplish, but when you start to have good control of the way you project yourself and have a way to get the upper hand in most interactions it has kind of run out its course. At least for me, I know there are many who relish successful ego-expression and can live a whole life for it, but it's starting to bore me now.
I feel like I want to start living more from the heart. And I don't mean just symbolically, I mean so I can feel a real energy-change and that it's more energised. But it takes more than wishful thinking and is a bit of a project like the other consciousness-centers. I just thought it would be interesting to have a thread for it, as heart-expansion is one of the things people really long for and have a need to develop at this time (even if it's sub-conscious), and it's one of the BIG goalposts in the development of consciousness.
It's where I was always centered the strongest from childhood, it was at the expense of some other things, like the ego wasn't that energised, or the the root-center which gave some problems with grounding, etc. But it didn't matter so much as living from the heart gives life so much meaning and makes you invulnerable in a sense. Although you're sensitive in that you have an open heart and can be easily hurt you also have access to a lot of love or healing energy so you can be restored easily. In this center you relate to God as love, whereas in the root-center you perceive God as power.
Anyway, I started to withdraw after I had some serious trauma which gave me some deep blockages in the heart so I didn't have so much energy flowing through it any more. This mostly went to strengthening the mind, also some to the third eye or the center for extra-sensory perception, and with time also the ego as this hadn't been really developed through growing up like it is in most which gave me some problems with getting by in the world. Mostly with self-projection/self-protection, but this isn't so necessary when you work so much from the heart, as you tend to inspire love in others so you feel pretty safe and valued all the same.
Lately I'm just starting to feel more and more tired of ego-games and like that is falling away from me. It's like the better you master it the more meaningless it becomes. I think it's mostly interesting as long as it's a challenge and there are things to accomplish, but when you start to have good control of the way you project yourself and have a way to get the upper hand in most interactions it has kind of run out its course. At least for me, I know there are many who relish successful ego-expression and can live a whole life for it, but it's starting to bore me now.
I feel like I want to start living more from the heart. And I don't mean just symbolically, I mean so I can feel a real energy-change and that it's more energised. But it takes more than wishful thinking and is a bit of a project like the other consciousness-centers. I just thought it would be interesting to have a thread for it, as heart-expansion is one of the things people really long for and have a need to develop at this time (even if it's sub-conscious), and it's one of the BIG goalposts in the development of consciousness.
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