frostyangel
Bluelighter
A letter to an old flame that now wants
to know more than just being my friend.
I gave you this chance, you played me
so wrong. When you notice that it was
over leaving me with my heart...once..
twice....broken, I wasn't kidding when I
said you ruined our chances. And I let
you know that I wasn't fooling with my
own emotions that you left on the door
step, to my arrival. And the look you
showed me was hammering into my
memories, therefore not letting me
speak the words of my sadden torcher.
I broke the vow of never speaking to
you again, and because you came
racing toward me with all of your
weakness dancing apon your hands
as they opened for my return. So that
you could sleep better at nite, and I
could become soft hearted to you once
again...
I tried to get over you....
I really did.....
I wouldn't speak to you...
I finally returned your favor....
Broke your heart this time didn't I?
And I'm sorry that we couldn't smile
together again....
Give it time sweetheart...it's to soon
for me to recover....none the less make
you once again my lover.....
I hear your name,
I take a breath,
I saw you walk in this room tonite.
I remember how I loved the way you smell.
Knowing that someone else will be enjoying you tonite.
I remember how much I loved your smile,
Knowing that I once brought one to your face,
I remember the first time you noticed me,
Knowing you took a second glance,
I remember the way I felt in your arms,
Knowing that I didn't want it to go away, when the sun would rise,
I remember the first nite we kissed,
Knowing I wasn't going towards your lips, and some how you still found mine.
I wish I knew what you thought inside,
I use to lie awake evernite wondering just what went wrong.
Everyday this picture gets blurrier.
And it's funny because the tears have lessened.
And now, I'm at the beginning of the end that I thought would never die.
So now, you tell me these things, things of
which I don't know how to understand....
And remember that these were the last words of importance
that I said to you........
I love your sweet voice,
you have this unheard sensitivity about you,
your cool, calm, and collective,
and the mystery of not knowing you
attracts me to you even more....
I love you eyes,( oh, those eyes)
and your pearly white smile,
I love the way you touch my
face, and this one way you
looked me in the eyes....
I love the way you smell,
even on your worst day..
I love when you wear your
baseball cap backwards,
and your big hoodie.
I would love to think of a million
ways to make you smile,
Most of all I would love to be needed
by you some day.
Just to tell you everyone talks, and sometimes,
people throw words around so losely. Not caring
that on the recieving end someone is taking down
the notes to never forget..of what they believe
to be some of the best moments...
But these words I say are true.
I know how these words I write to you,
are understandable to me...
Hopefully your not another boy that
only here's bla,bla,bla,bla,bla
bla,bla,bla,bla,bla,bla......
to know more than just being my friend.
I gave you this chance, you played me
so wrong. When you notice that it was
over leaving me with my heart...once..
twice....broken, I wasn't kidding when I
said you ruined our chances. And I let
you know that I wasn't fooling with my
own emotions that you left on the door
step, to my arrival. And the look you
showed me was hammering into my
memories, therefore not letting me
speak the words of my sadden torcher.
I broke the vow of never speaking to
you again, and because you came
racing toward me with all of your
weakness dancing apon your hands
as they opened for my return. So that
you could sleep better at nite, and I
could become soft hearted to you once
again...
I tried to get over you....
I really did.....
I wouldn't speak to you...
I finally returned your favor....
Broke your heart this time didn't I?
And I'm sorry that we couldn't smile
together again....
Give it time sweetheart...it's to soon
for me to recover....none the less make
you once again my lover.....
I hear your name,
I take a breath,
I saw you walk in this room tonite.
I remember how I loved the way you smell.
Knowing that someone else will be enjoying you tonite.
I remember how much I loved your smile,
Knowing that I once brought one to your face,
I remember the first time you noticed me,
Knowing you took a second glance,
I remember the way I felt in your arms,
Knowing that I didn't want it to go away, when the sun would rise,
I remember the first nite we kissed,
Knowing I wasn't going towards your lips, and some how you still found mine.
I wish I knew what you thought inside,
I use to lie awake evernite wondering just what went wrong.
Everyday this picture gets blurrier.
And it's funny because the tears have lessened.
And now, I'm at the beginning of the end that I thought would never die.
So now, you tell me these things, things of
which I don't know how to understand....
And remember that these were the last words of importance
that I said to you........
I love your sweet voice,
you have this unheard sensitivity about you,
your cool, calm, and collective,
and the mystery of not knowing you
attracts me to you even more....
I love you eyes,( oh, those eyes)
and your pearly white smile,
I love the way you touch my
face, and this one way you
looked me in the eyes....
I love the way you smell,
even on your worst day..
I love when you wear your
baseball cap backwards,
and your big hoodie.
I would love to think of a million
ways to make you smile,
Most of all I would love to be needed
by you some day.
Just to tell you everyone talks, and sometimes,
people throw words around so losely. Not caring
that on the recieving end someone is taking down
the notes to never forget..of what they believe
to be some of the best moments...
But these words I say are true.
I know how these words I write to you,
are understandable to me...
Hopefully your not another boy that
only here's bla,bla,bla,bla,bla
bla,bla,bla,bla,bla,bla......
