Searching4truth
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2/18/2015
Synopsis-
4:30 Ingested seeds
4:48 Slight changes felt
5:58 Euphoria/body load/nauseas
8:00 Purge followed by a HUGE increase in visuals and euphoria
815-11:30 Tripping balls!!
12:00 Coming down
So this is a live documentation that I wrote on Word and then later pasted to Trip Reports. I’ve dabbled in the world of psychedelics before but due to lack of finding a connection, I took to the internet and found HBWR and Yopo seeds. I’ll save the Yopo for another day. I read that this company I ordered from is right here in America and their products are organic. Their FB said they were really reliable and others that have ordered HBWR had nothing but niceties to say.
4 P.M. I took a Dramamine and put 10 seeds in a coffee grinder and grinded them up. I put the grounds in a bit of lime juice and let them soak for about 30 minutes. I drank them at around 4:30, mush and all and then downed with a bit of water. It wasn’t bad. By 4:48, I was already feeling a slight change in consciousness and feel like I needed to sit down. I wasn’t tripping per se but something was different. Placebo?
4:52 I started feeling more of a body load. I asked myself if I might have took too many to start. We’ll see. (I probably did, lol)
4:55 There is definitely a change going on. I’m trying to remain calm. I don’t feel sick or nauseous but I feel like it might progress to that.
5:18 I feel really tired. I may have slightly dozed off a couple times. I feel really drugged like I took a valium or had too much to drink. What’s going on? This sucks.
5:58 I’m euphoric with a moderate body load. I took a hit of cannabis and felt almost like I would gag so I put it down. I still feel a little uneasy but no pain and no actual nauseous though I feel like if I really wanted to, I could purge. I feel the vasoconstriction in my legs but its not painful or uncomfortable. Just nagging. If I stretch my legs, it relieves it temporarily.
Around this time I was going back and forth wondering whether or not I should go purge. I knew I really could if I wanted to and part of me did but more of me didn’t want to so I kept fighting it off, lol. I felt like I was on the cusp of throwing up and my sensitivity to smells is incredibly high. My wife was eating chicken and it made me gag. Thing is, I love chicken. I decided to wait it out.
6:18 I still feel a little euphoric and heavy. My legs are heavy but no pain. If I just lay here and don't move, it's almost as though I can't feel my body. Most of the nausea has dissipated. My eyes are hugely dilated. *Around this time I thought this was as good as it’s going to get. I was thinking I’ll probably never do this again.*
7:35 I feel pretty chill. My sister came over so I had times where I wished I hadn’t taken them. Just because of the ever changing uneasiness of my stomach and I felt like I wasn’t a good host. I feel like I’m coming down off of a hard LSD trip Visuals are slight.
And so it begins XD …
9:34 It literally seems like only a few minutes since I last wrote. But lots has happened. I threw up after trying to stave it off as long as possible. It only lasted 5 minutes and wasn't violent but obviously unpleasant. I thought I should’ve done this a long time ago. After this, I started tripping like a strong acid trip. I had so much energy, I would've gone outside if it was 11 degrees F. It has many different attributes of LSD but many of the same. I feel a little socially akward. It took almost an hour to write this paragraph as you can see how jumbled my thoughts were. Right now, this is as powerful as any singular hit of LSD that I have had.
10:23 Still have a head high. My throat burns a little but its subsiding. Music sounds awesome and I feel comfortable. I have no desire to drink but I do want to keep smoking. (I wrote that because my wife and sister were drinking). My thoughts are profound. I really wish I would have waited until spring to do this. I may do it again with puking sooner in the experience.
11:05 Still peaking. My sister left. I felt like I couldn’t articulate what I wanted to say and I kept reading situations wrong. Really awkward socially. But the feeling is better than LSD and the visuals are right up there. I have tracers, too.
I feel like my brain is saying I want to eat but my body is saying no. It’s not a sick feeling. Having trouble reading people. I feel like I can see the energy in everything and everything feels connected. I absolutely love my life. I’m sitting here watching Japanese cartoons with my wife and my dog and just feeling good!
11:25 I still feel cold. But great! Still peaking. Better than any LSD I’ve done. I only wish that I had just been with the wife, in spring, outside, during the day!!!
12:08 starting to come down a little but still up there. Finally got some appetite.
Really tired. But still seeing small OEV’s
12:38 Still falling to baseline but I put on some meditation music and It’s really relaxing.
8:24 a.m. I drifted off into sleep. I had dreams but I don’t remember them. Falling into sleep was smooth and different in some way. Just woke up and am starting my morning routine. I actually feel great. I feel like I may have smoked too much weed but I feel great. I’m glad I documented this live because without it, I don’t remember too many details. I can read it and it jars my memory and I have one of those “Oh yeah!” moments. In conclusion, to start off, I should have taken 6 at the most. Apparently, these are very powerful and I admittedly underestimated them. It was the most incredible experience I have had while using any drug. The cons- I hated being socially awkward and the puking was slightly brutal. The pros- It was so much like acid but the euphoria was cleaner than any acid I’ve ever done. I think mixing it with weed is what made me awkward. Maybe next time I’ll try it without IN NATURE!! This is something I’d do outside (after I puke). I wished I had eaten a little more because the dry heaving wasn’t pleasant. This is not something you do socially, though I didn’t know my sister would be coming over. Next time, I’ll be just with myself or my wife and meditate outside. I highly recommend these. I really wish I could name my source but I don’t want to bring them any unwanted attention. If you're in America, you know how difficult it can be to find things but these are readily available online. Just look and make sure they’re organic and from the Hawaiian strain. Don't fight the nausea but fight the sleep.
Peace and all the best. Stay safe and enjoy life!!
Synopsis-
4:30 Ingested seeds
4:48 Slight changes felt
5:58 Euphoria/body load/nauseas
8:00 Purge followed by a HUGE increase in visuals and euphoria
815-11:30 Tripping balls!!
12:00 Coming down
So this is a live documentation that I wrote on Word and then later pasted to Trip Reports. I’ve dabbled in the world of psychedelics before but due to lack of finding a connection, I took to the internet and found HBWR and Yopo seeds. I’ll save the Yopo for another day. I read that this company I ordered from is right here in America and their products are organic. Their FB said they were really reliable and others that have ordered HBWR had nothing but niceties to say.
4 P.M. I took a Dramamine and put 10 seeds in a coffee grinder and grinded them up. I put the grounds in a bit of lime juice and let them soak for about 30 minutes. I drank them at around 4:30, mush and all and then downed with a bit of water. It wasn’t bad. By 4:48, I was already feeling a slight change in consciousness and feel like I needed to sit down. I wasn’t tripping per se but something was different. Placebo?
4:52 I started feeling more of a body load. I asked myself if I might have took too many to start. We’ll see. (I probably did, lol)
4:55 There is definitely a change going on. I’m trying to remain calm. I don’t feel sick or nauseous but I feel like it might progress to that.
5:18 I feel really tired. I may have slightly dozed off a couple times. I feel really drugged like I took a valium or had too much to drink. What’s going on? This sucks.
5:58 I’m euphoric with a moderate body load. I took a hit of cannabis and felt almost like I would gag so I put it down. I still feel a little uneasy but no pain and no actual nauseous though I feel like if I really wanted to, I could purge. I feel the vasoconstriction in my legs but its not painful or uncomfortable. Just nagging. If I stretch my legs, it relieves it temporarily.
Around this time I was going back and forth wondering whether or not I should go purge. I knew I really could if I wanted to and part of me did but more of me didn’t want to so I kept fighting it off, lol. I felt like I was on the cusp of throwing up and my sensitivity to smells is incredibly high. My wife was eating chicken and it made me gag. Thing is, I love chicken. I decided to wait it out.
6:18 I still feel a little euphoric and heavy. My legs are heavy but no pain. If I just lay here and don't move, it's almost as though I can't feel my body. Most of the nausea has dissipated. My eyes are hugely dilated. *Around this time I thought this was as good as it’s going to get. I was thinking I’ll probably never do this again.*
7:35 I feel pretty chill. My sister came over so I had times where I wished I hadn’t taken them. Just because of the ever changing uneasiness of my stomach and I felt like I wasn’t a good host. I feel like I’m coming down off of a hard LSD trip Visuals are slight.
And so it begins XD …
9:34 It literally seems like only a few minutes since I last wrote. But lots has happened. I threw up after trying to stave it off as long as possible. It only lasted 5 minutes and wasn't violent but obviously unpleasant. I thought I should’ve done this a long time ago. After this, I started tripping like a strong acid trip. I had so much energy, I would've gone outside if it was 11 degrees F. It has many different attributes of LSD but many of the same. I feel a little socially akward. It took almost an hour to write this paragraph as you can see how jumbled my thoughts were. Right now, this is as powerful as any singular hit of LSD that I have had.
10:23 Still have a head high. My throat burns a little but its subsiding. Music sounds awesome and I feel comfortable. I have no desire to drink but I do want to keep smoking. (I wrote that because my wife and sister were drinking). My thoughts are profound. I really wish I would have waited until spring to do this. I may do it again with puking sooner in the experience.
11:05 Still peaking. My sister left. I felt like I couldn’t articulate what I wanted to say and I kept reading situations wrong. Really awkward socially. But the feeling is better than LSD and the visuals are right up there. I have tracers, too.
I feel like my brain is saying I want to eat but my body is saying no. It’s not a sick feeling. Having trouble reading people. I feel like I can see the energy in everything and everything feels connected. I absolutely love my life. I’m sitting here watching Japanese cartoons with my wife and my dog and just feeling good!
11:25 I still feel cold. But great! Still peaking. Better than any LSD I’ve done. I only wish that I had just been with the wife, in spring, outside, during the day!!!
12:08 starting to come down a little but still up there. Finally got some appetite.
Really tired. But still seeing small OEV’s
12:38 Still falling to baseline but I put on some meditation music and It’s really relaxing.
8:24 a.m. I drifted off into sleep. I had dreams but I don’t remember them. Falling into sleep was smooth and different in some way. Just woke up and am starting my morning routine. I actually feel great. I feel like I may have smoked too much weed but I feel great. I’m glad I documented this live because without it, I don’t remember too many details. I can read it and it jars my memory and I have one of those “Oh yeah!” moments. In conclusion, to start off, I should have taken 6 at the most. Apparently, these are very powerful and I admittedly underestimated them. It was the most incredible experience I have had while using any drug. The cons- I hated being socially awkward and the puking was slightly brutal. The pros- It was so much like acid but the euphoria was cleaner than any acid I’ve ever done. I think mixing it with weed is what made me awkward. Maybe next time I’ll try it without IN NATURE!! This is something I’d do outside (after I puke). I wished I had eaten a little more because the dry heaving wasn’t pleasant. This is not something you do socially, though I didn’t know my sister would be coming over. Next time, I’ll be just with myself or my wife and meditate outside. I highly recommend these. I really wish I could name my source but I don’t want to bring them any unwanted attention. If you're in America, you know how difficult it can be to find things but these are readily available online. Just look and make sure they’re organic and from the Hawaiian strain. Don't fight the nausea but fight the sleep.
Peace and all the best. Stay safe and enjoy life!!
i loved HBW! i have to disagree; definitely something i love to do socially. i also have to say that for me LSA is definitely a nature thing.