GenericName12
Bluelighter
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I've been clean the past 2 months. No plans to ever start again. Just to preface my thread, I have nothing against recreational weed use and am not trying to judge anyone here. Weed is a great drug to be used responsibly.
Basically I drank quite heavily for 4 years but never noticed any cognitive damage. When sober, even though I was craving alcohol and was an alcoholic, my brain could function properly. I abused the shit out of weed for about 6-8ish months (I was 21-22 at this time), which allowed me to cut back on my drinking for a bit, even though I was still drinking just not as much as before, thinking it was a healthier solution. In the last few months I ended up drinking just as much as I used to while getting high.. so it didn't quite work. I'm not here to argue which is the lesser evil between alcohol and weed so please don't go off-topic and argue this.
Anyway long story short I'm clean for 2 months with no plans to ever get high or drink again. My brain is still fucked though. My memory is still drastically worse, my ability to process information and come to conclusions about information is messed, I'm having a hard time focusing (although I can probably chalk that up to the cravings), and I'm generally a slower and less effective thinker all round. Originally I had chalked it up to acute weed withdrawal but now I'm not so sure. This leads me to think that weed caused this. When does the clarity return (if ever)? Getting pretty frustrated.
I'm 22.
Basically I drank quite heavily for 4 years but never noticed any cognitive damage. When sober, even though I was craving alcohol and was an alcoholic, my brain could function properly. I abused the shit out of weed for about 6-8ish months (I was 21-22 at this time), which allowed me to cut back on my drinking for a bit, even though I was still drinking just not as much as before, thinking it was a healthier solution. In the last few months I ended up drinking just as much as I used to while getting high.. so it didn't quite work. I'm not here to argue which is the lesser evil between alcohol and weed so please don't go off-topic and argue this.
Anyway long story short I'm clean for 2 months with no plans to ever get high or drink again. My brain is still fucked though. My memory is still drastically worse, my ability to process information and come to conclusions about information is messed, I'm having a hard time focusing (although I can probably chalk that up to the cravings), and I'm generally a slower and less effective thinker all round. Originally I had chalked it up to acute weed withdrawal but now I'm not so sure. This leads me to think that weed caused this. When does the clarity return (if ever)? Getting pretty frustrated.
I'm 22.
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