happy I started skating again

So after one something in the morning I decide to go out and skateboard for the second day in a few months. As I got on the board and started pushing off a sense of happiness coursed throughout my body. When I carved the road and glided down the street under the moonlight it made me think wow, why haven't I've bothered with this in awhile? I know it may be just skateboarding to some people but to me it's more than that. Its an escape from all the bullshit just like how art is for me but sadly I haven't partaken in that for awhile (see last blog). Other than that, getting on the board for the first time in awhile reminded me of my life before drugs. It reminded me of a time where there was more to life than getting high... Its crazy how getting back on the board made me feel this way. I feel as if I had a breakthrough and I'm ready to start doing something with my life again. For so long I thought I was trapped for good but that isn't the case. I can break out of these chains and fix things. I can mend the broken; I can live again.

 

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