beegirl
Bluelighter
I tried to post this message of mine a few days ago, but i messed it up, and after reading about Dtergents sadness, i decided to try again!
About a week or so ago, my whole life changed! I had been in a depression for at least a few months before this time, and even before that, i was constantly fighting the anger and sadness that was bottled up inside my mind. I didnt really think about what was happening to me untill my friends all started mentioning my sadness...i felt like a burden, and didnt like my life at all! i wanted so bad to be happy!!
My best friend (Tahiti) helped me through it, and what i recommend may sound really cheezy, or stupid, but try it...it may work for you, and if it doesnt, then youre no worse off than before!
We decided that the reason i was so upset and hurting inside was because all my thought of now and future were being muddled in my mind. They were blending with all of the bad memories that i had, and all of my decisions were being made upon what had happened to me in the past!! This is NOT good!! So, Tahiti got me to write all of my bad memories, and regrets down on a big piece of cardboard, we took it to a place that i didnt know of (so if i ever passed it, i wouldnt recognize it and wouldnt have to get flashbacks of my bad memories.) and lit it on fire. We sat there in total scilence and watched it burn...leaving only ashes behind...my bad memories were gone.
See, i told you it sounds a bit over dramatic, but it really did work for me!! lately i have been feeling like i was in a dream world and that i have reached a karma! its so awesome!! im so glad to be happy again!!
Good luck to everyone who is suffering...be happy; its so much easier to be happy!!
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"3 is a magic number"
About a week or so ago, my whole life changed! I had been in a depression for at least a few months before this time, and even before that, i was constantly fighting the anger and sadness that was bottled up inside my mind. I didnt really think about what was happening to me untill my friends all started mentioning my sadness...i felt like a burden, and didnt like my life at all! i wanted so bad to be happy!!
My best friend (Tahiti) helped me through it, and what i recommend may sound really cheezy, or stupid, but try it...it may work for you, and if it doesnt, then youre no worse off than before!
We decided that the reason i was so upset and hurting inside was because all my thought of now and future were being muddled in my mind. They were blending with all of the bad memories that i had, and all of my decisions were being made upon what had happened to me in the past!! This is NOT good!! So, Tahiti got me to write all of my bad memories, and regrets down on a big piece of cardboard, we took it to a place that i didnt know of (so if i ever passed it, i wouldnt recognize it and wouldnt have to get flashbacks of my bad memories.) and lit it on fire. We sat there in total scilence and watched it burn...leaving only ashes behind...my bad memories were gone.
See, i told you it sounds a bit over dramatic, but it really did work for me!! lately i have been feeling like i was in a dream world and that i have reached a karma! its so awesome!! im so glad to be happy again!!
Good luck to everyone who is suffering...be happy; its so much easier to be happy!!
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"3 is a magic number"
