lozgod
Bluelighter
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- Jan 29, 2010
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Gather all of my cottons I had saved. Some are months old. Most were. Put them all in a 3ml syringe, added water, etc. Squeezed out a combo of dope, oxymorphone, oxycodone, etc. Whatever I shot up. About 2 or 3 hours later I woke up and was shivering uncontrollably, was hallucinating, trying to talk to people that weren't there but my jaw was so shivering I couldn't speak.
I felt like i had a fever of God knows how high, I took antibiotics, ibuprophen, zanex, and valium. Woke up 2 hours later same condition, took same meds, fell asleep, woke up with just the fever and still hallucinating conversations, fell back to sleep and woke up fine.
An experience I never want to go through again.
This addiction is getting deeper and deeper. I remember being afraid to snort an 80 now I am risking my life to avoid withdrawal.
I don't know if I am going to end up dead or clean but I wish the end of the story would come because this ain't living.
I felt like i had a fever of God knows how high, I took antibiotics, ibuprophen, zanex, and valium. Woke up 2 hours later same condition, took same meds, fell asleep, woke up with just the fever and still hallucinating conversations, fell back to sleep and woke up fine.
An experience I never want to go through again.
This addiction is getting deeper and deeper. I remember being afraid to snort an 80 now I am risking my life to avoid withdrawal.
I don't know if I am going to end up dead or clean but I wish the end of the story would come because this ain't living.