good evening
so a week on from my first post and i'm trying to catch a small buzz tonight from some tram and extracted codeine. i'm just in the mood to pull an all nighter and catch up on some work i've been neglecting. i should feel a lot more guilty than i do but it's one small indulge. i know, i know, we've all heard that before but the amount of codeine and tramadol i'd have to take to get a full on high isn't worth the nasty side effects i would probably experience from the tramadols sert and DA workngs. i'm not going to try justify my use (especially to a bunch of strangers) but a once a week thing generally works pretty well for me with satisfying the cravings without totally relapsing and going off the walls.
i still haven't bothered about the baclofen as my anxiety has been alright over the last couple iof days. normally i'm pretty uneasy around new people, especially when i'm smoking weed and being at my mates place with her alone, but i've warmed to my friends friend, Sandi. i'd spoken to her on the phone once briefly in the past, other then that i don't really know her apart from the discussions today. she's got some lulz about her which always helps make the tension easier.
today was a bad day for cravings, as you may have guessed from the first paragraph. i read an IV meth thread in OD today and instantly started craving a shot of meth as well which soon after went away. beyond that it hasn't really crossed my mind too aften - meth that is.
all else i have to say is i'm looking into Modafinal for study and attentive puposes. once i do a little research on the subject and see my doctor i'll update on how it went.
also i was reading that old IV codeine thread in ADD today and yesterday so i might go fix myself a shot now
leftwing
so a week on from my first post and i'm trying to catch a small buzz tonight from some tram and extracted codeine. i'm just in the mood to pull an all nighter and catch up on some work i've been neglecting. i should feel a lot more guilty than i do but it's one small indulge. i know, i know, we've all heard that before but the amount of codeine and tramadol i'd have to take to get a full on high isn't worth the nasty side effects i would probably experience from the tramadols sert and DA workngs. i'm not going to try justify my use (especially to a bunch of strangers) but a once a week thing generally works pretty well for me with satisfying the cravings without totally relapsing and going off the walls.
i still haven't bothered about the baclofen as my anxiety has been alright over the last couple iof days. normally i'm pretty uneasy around new people, especially when i'm smoking weed and being at my mates place with her alone, but i've warmed to my friends friend, Sandi. i'd spoken to her on the phone once briefly in the past, other then that i don't really know her apart from the discussions today. she's got some lulz about her which always helps make the tension easier.
today was a bad day for cravings, as you may have guessed from the first paragraph. i read an IV meth thread in OD today and instantly started craving a shot of meth as well which soon after went away. beyond that it hasn't really crossed my mind too aften - meth that is.
all else i have to say is i'm looking into Modafinal for study and attentive puposes. once i do a little research on the subject and see my doctor i'll update on how it went.
also i was reading that old IV codeine thread in ADD today and yesterday so i might go fix myself a shot now
leftwing