hungry, there's some food, but not knowing where more will come from keeps me walking in circles from the couch to the kitchen, reaching out to grab something but pulling my hand back each time and walking away.
Spent a couple dollars I shouldn't have on a beer... put twenty on my card for my dad because he's been bleeding internally and falling over a lot.. his insurance ran up the day it started. The red cross people give you juice and cookies so I bought him some Oreos and apple juice.. and some poweraid but he said he hates that stuff.. then he threw the apple juice across the room along with the news paper and his glasses saying he wishes he would just bleed out.
his car died today too
I need to keep reading.. I'm slow.. maybe the beer will help me block out life and focus on the future and keep reading these books.. it's weird reading these text books, abnormal and developmental psychology, it's like oh, that's what happened to me.
Spent a couple dollars I shouldn't have on a beer... put twenty on my card for my dad because he's been bleeding internally and falling over a lot.. his insurance ran up the day it started. The red cross people give you juice and cookies so I bought him some Oreos and apple juice.. and some poweraid but he said he hates that stuff.. then he threw the apple juice across the room along with the news paper and his glasses saying he wishes he would just bleed out.
his car died today too
I need to keep reading.. I'm slow.. maybe the beer will help me block out life and focus on the future and keep reading these books.. it's weird reading these text books, abnormal and developmental psychology, it's like oh, that's what happened to me.