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[panic in paradise]

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it is all of what we are; more or less -
it is how we want this to seem.
it is the faceless kind shadow, the chased of the chaser -
it is the captured weaver & the only believer in
your dreams.




Venus Square Pluto:* :_ @07:35

 

[panic in paradise]

the reason just is, thats why it is all up to you.

 

[pk.]

Nicely written. It's so true, yet it's so hard to invalidate your own feelings toward others to achieve that state I have found, perhaps I have to mature more...

 

[panic in paradise]

Venus Trine Mars
@ 07:35

they were innocent as children playing a part in a gifted role
the most courageous two people in the world
anything could try and hold them back
nothing could stop them
they did everything right, because it always turned out good
something wrong did happen though.
the only thing that could kill such a life long dream
a selfish mystery - the misery of one
that in turn lost the meaning of plus, subtracting each other from their world created - raw, exposed and vulnerable, mostly vulnerable to ones own thoughts, this is where the heart tries to die - when what it speaks of is denied.

 

[panic in paradise]

a jar of fire-flies is truth in the hands
little flashing-lights the same as each of our every cell

new existence strives, and always is ~
from with-in the jar and with-in the mind

all of ones control is here,
with-in the loss of the will to do so,
and be so
reach
but grab not
fragile are they at all cost; each memory. as-well your existence,
we all have always been so.

t +
Sun Square Pluto / Capricorn

 

[panic in paradise]

28-12-2010 17:28

from last year - woke up wrote this and went back to sleep.?

NSFW:

my life -
is memories of you
my wife -
im thoughts of you
this knife -
belongs to you
this heart -
it beats for you
through these days -
so long for you
which all soely -
belong to
so i slowly -
move on through
towards that light house -
my soul sees
through any waves -
that are thrown to me
just for us -
to be able to see
all that is -
meant to be
is with in reach -
with us with in reach

 

[(Wordy)]

it is all of what we are; more or less -
it is how we want this to seem.
it is the faceless kind shadow, the chased of the chaser -
it is the captured weaver & the only believer in
your dreams.

Inspired stuff there.

 

[(Wordy)]

Those images are incredible. Can you tell me more about them?

 

[herbavore]

PiP, I love it when you use this guy

 

[(Wordy)]

I Metamorphoses. Respect, PiP.

 

[(Wordy)]

Whose translation is that?

 

[(Wordy)]

Yeah I've always meant to read the Ars Amatoria, but have never got around to it. Let me know how it goes.

 

[panic in paradise]

for sure, i think im going to buy a copy now actually.

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depend on nothing, for anything and everything

anything and everything depends on something

one thing wants another to feel complete

i am nothing with out you
i am finally

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practice finding peace and find yourself there

imagine nothing/picture something

allow yourself to accept any relation you have to what this something might be

expand now this acceptance

see how your conception of that anything is effected or does affect everything.


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lol oh FFS

 

[panic in paradise]

be the hands of time whom - counters each fault, carries with pace each strength, and appreciates every second of it.

 

[panic in paradise]

There, each stood amongst the others decrees.

What was not fair was apparent, destiny.

As it were, and always now will be, to each their own.

But amongst what?

For now, entangled, themselves amongst each other.

... After waking alone, the pressure was almost unbearable, there was no moving; arm leg foot or finger. The urge to scream was nearly devoured by the confinement. Vaporous silence is all, arousing what never should of have been; instigating one struggle after another. Here now is the only comfort, for it is all that has ever been known; what is known has become.


Arriving, the final seconds each timeless.

Now

Mercy will be the only quest.

And even with mercy as ones own will, a hand of vengeance has been won.

All that lies there in lies upon that hand, why carry what can be consumed?

... from thine mouth then, these have been repeated.

 

[pk.]

I like your work. You must have read a lot of interesting books...

They have a very mystical feel about them, quite delicious.

 

[panic in paradise]

I like your work. You must have read a lot of interesting books...

They have a very mystical feel about them, quite delicious.

thanks

... i sure would like it to not sound that way, i havent read a lot of interesting books.
experience
ek gad


please do keep the interesting book suggestions coming though!
im ordering what you recommended in a couple of days.

 

[pk.]

Well, you must have had some very interesting experiences =)

I'm nervous now that you have committed to purchasing that book, I certainly hope that you enjoy it

I would gladly purchase something that you recommend - any suggestions? I'm currently chipping away at the Modern Library's Top 100 list of fiction, anything a little more obscure would be extremely welcoming =)

 

[pk.]

Ovids Metamorphoses

Just read the summary... time to order... and to get mind-fucked =)

 

[panic in paradise]

that is a good book you ordered, but, I didn't take your word for it either, there is only one word that needs to be read, part of the universal language.

it isn't a headfuck - lol - dirty minds you have.


just a book about love.