i had one last weekend and didn't take it.
now i'm finding it tough to get over because i realise i'll never get that same golden opportunity again.
maybe another time with someone else
but it's hard to look forward when you can't stop thinking of the recent past
God am i just fooling myself
i need to change i need help. i need encouragement or something.
sometimes i manage to fool myself and be happy and smile
but i think deep down i'm one sad mother fucker
no one likes a sad cunt
if you're sad deep down it's hard to give out a good positive vibe. people can sense that
genuinely happy people give good vibes. for me it takes energy. a lot of energy, constantly
there are times where that energy runs out and you find yourself down, depressed and feeling sorry for yourself
but i hate that. feeling sorry for yourself is a waste of time. there's no point. if you're gonna use energy, use it towards being positive and moving forward
but when time after time that appears to fail you start to lose a little faith and start believing that it's never gonna be as bright as you hope it will be
i'm not sure what to do except just carry on. carry on and try your best to stay positive. it ain't always easy though. at times you feel like, what's the point? being an unhappy miserable cunt isn't easy.
but i guess with a little time you soon realise you're just being a bitch and feeling sorry for yourself and it's time once again to just suck it in and carry on. lift your head, stand tall and march on, because once you let life defeat you, then you're simply fucked.
now i'm finding it tough to get over because i realise i'll never get that same golden opportunity again.
maybe another time with someone else
but it's hard to look forward when you can't stop thinking of the recent past
God am i just fooling myself
i need to change i need help. i need encouragement or something.
sometimes i manage to fool myself and be happy and smile
but i think deep down i'm one sad mother fucker
no one likes a sad cunt
if you're sad deep down it's hard to give out a good positive vibe. people can sense that
genuinely happy people give good vibes. for me it takes energy. a lot of energy, constantly
there are times where that energy runs out and you find yourself down, depressed and feeling sorry for yourself
but i hate that. feeling sorry for yourself is a waste of time. there's no point. if you're gonna use energy, use it towards being positive and moving forward
but when time after time that appears to fail you start to lose a little faith and start believing that it's never gonna be as bright as you hope it will be
i'm not sure what to do except just carry on. carry on and try your best to stay positive. it ain't always easy though. at times you feel like, what's the point? being an unhappy miserable cunt isn't easy.
but i guess with a little time you soon realise you're just being a bitch and feeling sorry for yourself and it's time once again to just suck it in and carry on. lift your head, stand tall and march on, because once you let life defeat you, then you're simply fucked.