I love being clean BUT it ain't easy! People in the rooms aren't always bearable. The past couple weeks people have been in the worst moods and a few have been taking it out on me. It's annoying. I try to help out people but i get kicked in the teeth. wtf is wrong wit people lately? Once again it's a bunch of bologna that i dont feel like dealing with. Last week a large man got in my face and was calling me controlling when he was the one being loud after i was trying to cover his ass for not fulfilling his committment. Then the guy doing my tattoo was rude and scraped me overly hard during the coloring of my recent tat. There's layers and chunks of skin missing. None of my other four tattoos hurt like that. my regular tat guy was not that rough. he knew i was in pain but for some reason pushed even harder. i understand some pain because i've felt it before but this was overboard. he even had a little attitude too. we had two sessions and each time i gave him a twenty dollar tip which totals fourty and he still tried to hold it over my head that he charged me cheap. then tonight one guy got in my grill and was giving me a hard time. he gave me fourty dollars to go to the n.a campout. i did NOT ask for the money, he offered and insisted so much that i broke down and took it. then he acted creepy and was telling me how many women he slept with so i thought he was kinda creepy a littlebit. i didnt judge him though. he called me a couple times while i was at work and i couldnt call back cuz i'm so busy working 9 hours then driving 45 min to an hour each way to and from work. then i get home, eat something super quick and rush to a meeting. then i get home from the meeting and take a quick shower, make my lunch for the next day and eat a snack and try to fall asleep at a reasonable hour. this guy tells me that he hasnt seen me at meetings when i go to 7 meetings a week. he's the one who only goes to 2 a week. i missed some of the meetings he goes to because i had a wedding, engagement party, h & i commitment, traveling, sleep...he said i was trying to help myself, screw u guy...he told me i didnt owe him anything and that to just pass it forward and i have done that. just because i didnt call him back he said i was ungrateful. now i know he has ulterior motives, its gross cuz he's like fifty and im only twenty four. gross!!!! dont tell me that i dont owe u anything at all and then call me ungrateful when ur acting creepy and i'm busy anyways.
i dont know why i rambled on but it feels good to get it off my chest. lol
i'm trying so hard to be done with petty bullshit. there's more important things in life than worrying if someone is going to call u back. he left me a couple messages just saying hi and even said i didnt have to call back cuz he just wanted to call to say hello. then he bitches cuz i didnt call him back??? RIDICULOUS!!!!
i dont know why i rambled on but it feels good to get it off my chest. lol
i'm trying so hard to be done with petty bullshit. there's more important things in life than worrying if someone is going to call u back. he left me a couple messages just saying hi and even said i didnt have to call back cuz he just wanted to call to say hello. then he bitches cuz i didnt call him back??? RIDICULOUS!!!!
