Girl inside my head

[Rollingrrl]

I can't live like this anymore
The pain is too much to bear.
I want to be stronger than her,
that girl that lives inside my head.
She's always there, whispering to me
I can't make her stop, she doesn't care
about the damage she's doing to me.

I wake up scared when I sleep at all
Tears streaming down my face.
I want to end my wretched existance
wait, no that's her laughing at me,
my pitiful and slipping resistance.
I've told you about it all now,
and you think I'm a mental case.

She's winning again, I can't fight
this nightmare has no happy end.
I'm all alone in this terrible place
only she pretends to be my friend.
She wants to destroy me, I don't know why?
This voice in my head that isn't me.

~Shelly~

 

[bisKi]

*hugs*
take care, it will improve and she'll be evicted somehow.

 

[cherub]

Sometimes we all go through that but biski is right,
you will win in the long run,,,, sometimes it seems so hard to keep fighting but we continue due to sure will.

the piece is sad but strong in emotions, my favorite part of reading poetry

 

[frostyangel]

I've been here way to many times... and sometimes I think that it will over come me.. but some how I always land on my own two feet.. It's just one hell of a struggle.

 

[sparkle_jez]

Wow, that's really really cool!

I really liked this because it's just so honest about the emotions going through your head. I really like how you've just written exactly how you feel without holding back, it's brave, I really do respect that.
It's sad too, but I think the best forms of poetry are based on 'sad emotions', infact, I can only ever write poetry when i'm upset or angry. Even if I don't like what I come up with, I find it's such a brilliant vent for me so I don't really care because it helps!

Anyway, good stuff!

I can relate to 'that girl in your head'...... All those horrible thoughts in your head telling you what a bad person you are.
They lie, don't let them win!
Stay strong!

Smile

 

[neverwas]

She's winning again, I can't fight
this nightmare has no happy end.
I'm all alone in this terrible place
only she pretends to be my friend.
She wants to destroy me, I don't know why?
This voice in my head that isn't me.

its hard to write into words what i want to say hun. but this section was more than emtional. it touched me in way that only realisation could do.

*hugs*

 

[neverwas]

She's winning again, I can't fight
this nightmare has no happy end.
I'm all alone in this terrible place
only she pretends to be my friend.
She wants to destroy me, I don't know why?
This voice in my head that isn't me.

its hard to write into words what i want to say hun. but this section was more than emotional. it touched me in way that only realisation could do.

*hugs*