Giddalaus
Bluelighter
My first post, I'll make it brief i think. I used to be a heavy hash smoker, not for long though, well, not really... 
I started my experimenting at 18, cannabis only, then after a year or so I tried shrooms and WOW! That was a revelation. Soon after I tried amphetamine for the first time, and then pretty soon after that it was exctacy. Which I ended up doing way too much of in way too short a time. Near as I can figure I did 30-35 pills in 14-16 days. That led to my first serious depression, lasted about 6 months. After that I scaled back, majorly. I had now been using drugs on a daily basis for about a year. I was mostly clean during the 6 month depression, with some occasional cannabis smoking, which was almost always a bad idea at the time as all it ever did was get me slightly paranoid and hyper-sensitive to sounds. That faded eventually, though I still get almost a compulsion-like impulse to turn down yhe volume of whatevers playing whenever I smoke. For the first 25 minutes or so at least, the rest of the high, and subsequent dosing dont usually have that effect on me.
Anyways after my brief brush with E, I stayed away from psychedelics for almost 2 years. Then I tried half a blotter of LSD with 125mg amphetamine, the amphetamine was ofc street grade, so I had roughly 125 milligrams of something, some of which, maybe 40-50% was amphetamine. Nevertheless, me and a friend stayed up all night playing Gran Turismo and talking. Thouroughly enjoyable, except I couldn't get to sleep. I tried to mend this by physical exertion and then smoking some really heavy hits from the bong, this was now almost 24 hours after dosing with LSD/speed. That went so, so wrong... I sat at a friends flat when I started to feel a stinging in my side, at least that's how I think it happened. There was considerable confusion, like I couldn't think or talk or at least not both, nothing about the whole day and night following my first and so far only LSD experience seems coherent on any kind of level. Anyway, my friend got me to the ER, where I was told to lie down on an exam table where he checked my pupils, took my pulse , blood pressure and the usual. At this point I had been near catatonic for minutes surely, maybe longer. When he left however I suddenly regained my senses and faculties and promptly sat up, sweat suddenly streaming down my face, I jump off the table run out of the room, out of the hospital, and into the back streets which i followed all the way home then went to sleep, without need of any downers. Needless to say my friend was majorly pissed at me for a few weeks following that incident as I had run out on him too while he had been detained by a cop and questioned about me :/
That was in the early spring, when autumn came round again I went shrooming like 4-5 times in two months, but this time I was armed with knowledge and something more important too I think, an intent, beyond just getting fucked up. I continued to smoke heavily for about 4 more years while still doing some speed and the occasional heroin/opiate, and of course I never missed out on grasing season in the cemetary Then I quit though, for like 5-6 years before I briefly got onto heroin for a few months. After I kicked that I only smoked cannabis like 3-4 times a year until almost 2 years ago.
Then I started experimenting with the legal highs, first only the naturals, kratom, HBWR, lotus,kava kava, kanna, dagga, thujone etc. And then ofc I started trying the synthetic cannabinoids, they have been pretty unimpressive imo, held up to the original that is. Well, as these things tend to do they escalated from there, 4-AcO-DMT, 5-MeO-MiPT, Ethylphenidate, 25C-NBome, Methoxetamine, Allylescaline... There may have been a few more, but it's late and I need to work tomorrow, not untill noon thankfully, but still. It did not end up being brief at all i guess. Anyways, I just thought I'd get all this out of the way. Now you all know more about me than most of the people I socialize with daily...
I started my experimenting at 18, cannabis only, then after a year or so I tried shrooms and WOW! That was a revelation. Soon after I tried amphetamine for the first time, and then pretty soon after that it was exctacy. Which I ended up doing way too much of in way too short a time. Near as I can figure I did 30-35 pills in 14-16 days. That led to my first serious depression, lasted about 6 months. After that I scaled back, majorly. I had now been using drugs on a daily basis for about a year. I was mostly clean during the 6 month depression, with some occasional cannabis smoking, which was almost always a bad idea at the time as all it ever did was get me slightly paranoid and hyper-sensitive to sounds. That faded eventually, though I still get almost a compulsion-like impulse to turn down yhe volume of whatevers playing whenever I smoke. For the first 25 minutes or so at least, the rest of the high, and subsequent dosing dont usually have that effect on me.
Anyways after my brief brush with E, I stayed away from psychedelics for almost 2 years. Then I tried half a blotter of LSD with 125mg amphetamine, the amphetamine was ofc street grade, so I had roughly 125 milligrams of something, some of which, maybe 40-50% was amphetamine. Nevertheless, me and a friend stayed up all night playing Gran Turismo and talking. Thouroughly enjoyable, except I couldn't get to sleep. I tried to mend this by physical exertion and then smoking some really heavy hits from the bong, this was now almost 24 hours after dosing with LSD/speed. That went so, so wrong... I sat at a friends flat when I started to feel a stinging in my side, at least that's how I think it happened. There was considerable confusion, like I couldn't think or talk or at least not both, nothing about the whole day and night following my first and so far only LSD experience seems coherent on any kind of level. Anyway, my friend got me to the ER, where I was told to lie down on an exam table where he checked my pupils, took my pulse , blood pressure and the usual. At this point I had been near catatonic for minutes surely, maybe longer. When he left however I suddenly regained my senses and faculties and promptly sat up, sweat suddenly streaming down my face, I jump off the table run out of the room, out of the hospital, and into the back streets which i followed all the way home then went to sleep, without need of any downers. Needless to say my friend was majorly pissed at me for a few weeks following that incident as I had run out on him too while he had been detained by a cop and questioned about me :/
That was in the early spring, when autumn came round again I went shrooming like 4-5 times in two months, but this time I was armed with knowledge and something more important too I think, an intent, beyond just getting fucked up. I continued to smoke heavily for about 4 more years while still doing some speed and the occasional heroin/opiate, and of course I never missed out on grasing season in the cemetary
Then I quit though, for like 5-6 years before I briefly got onto heroin for a few months. After I kicked that I only smoked cannabis like 3-4 times a year until almost 2 years ago. Then I started experimenting with the legal highs, first only the naturals, kratom, HBWR, lotus,kava kava, kanna, dagga, thujone etc. And then ofc I started trying the synthetic cannabinoids, they have been pretty unimpressive imo, held up to the original that is. Well, as these things tend to do they escalated from there, 4-AcO-DMT, 5-MeO-MiPT, Ethylphenidate, 25C-NBome, Methoxetamine, Allylescaline... There may have been a few more, but it's late and I need to work tomorrow, not untill noon thankfully, but still. It did not end up being brief at all i guess. Anyways, I just thought I'd get all this out of the way. Now you all know more about me than most of the people I socialize with daily...
