Getting out of conrol on alprazolam (Xanax)

I don't take xanax that much for the mere fact I can't/don't have it. (I've never been addicted to benzos). But when I come across some alprazolam 2mg bars (u$a brand) everryone once in a while I would sometimes just eat maybe one or 1 1/2 bars to start but started take like 2 or 3 bars in a course of one night and would just black out and remember nothing... I am glad i've learned the easiest way you could say to what benzo addiction counld do to someone, thank god i've never had the chance or the prescriptions to fulfull a benzo habit... But when i would take one it was pretty nice (I was prescribed 30mg Temazepam pills for 3-4 years)....i lost it cuz i lost my medical insurance when i turned 26..

 

hey herbal~jah, I'd just like to share some knowledge onto your latest blog post. I am prescribed "Alprazolam" 2mg. AKA xanny bars. They look like little school buses right? Well, I have Adult A.D.D and with the prescribed medication that's legally prescribed to me, I use it in moderation and as doctor prescribes. I don't use for a recreation cause at all, it is strictly to help with anxiety no bullshit. I would take like around 1 and a half bars a night to calm my nerves and take the edge off of leaving at home with my parents after graduation from UCLA. Amazing what curve balls life throws at you huh? Back to the subject, I would just like to inform you that the class of drugs BENZOS are very dangerous and I am speaking on experience because even though I was taking the medication as prescribed from my psychiatrist I was scared to been an 'Addict' on benzos. I played doctor and cold turkey quit taking the medicine just because I wanted to make sure I wasn't an addict. During those two days I had my first "new on-set adult seizure, causes un-known". The cause was unknown because after all the scans and drug tests I was clean. What I didn't tell the doctor was how I just cold turkey quit using Xannax when I was using it for months.

 

I have had an experience with xanaxs in my wilder careless days...i would buy anywhere from 20-30 2mg or enough to equal that amount if smaller dosages were the only thing available,lets pause at this point bc i kno ur wanderin why in the hell would someone buy that many if he dnt need em but my first encounter with xanaxs i took 2 2mg and didnt remember anything the next morning...thats how i started was takin one here and another here but i would only buy enough for one day...soon i got to thinkin why not buy enough to last me all week?well i did and at first i was takin em like usually but then in wut seemed like just overnight i was eatin more and more and more bc i had a large quantity...not rememberin one moment from the next just always feelin down and never remembering why took its toll on me and when i ran out of pills and money it was a slap back into reality...the withdraw of so many pills being engested and then not taking anymore was very intense and even while on them it made me more aggressive and careless...it is very easy to get addicted to and unless u have medical conditions or are just under a lot of anxiety i wouldnt recommend taking any...i let the pill change me and i couldve easily lost everything i had...even now if i have anxiety or if a friend offers me just one i always turn it down bc in each pill i have a flashback of a period i barely remember...and i also realized its not how many u took its how u let urself get to that point of takin them enough to keep u messed up bc one person may be able to take 15 and be ok but another person may not be able to handle 1...well this is my experience with xanax and i hope it will keep some young cat from goin on a pill binge bc thats wut i used to do...and it always starts with the first pill