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Getting clean; wish me luck! (Opiates)

So true!!! The sickening brutal worst flu like feeling -ability to sleep a wink is unfortunately the easy part. Everyone makes that mistake if I can make it 3-5 days I'll be fine. However willpower and seclusion from opiates will get you through initial hardships. The PAWS is what makes people have gone through this hell to actually relapse a month or two months up to a year later. Follow advice, exercise,stay busy, talk to someone even if its just in here. Left your own devices we will generally always return to the safe haven of our drug of choice especially if it's opiates
 
Totally agree Joey. Still clean enjoying a 40 :)
Barely drank in the last 3 years because I didn't mix opiates and alcohol. Day 24 and feeling better overall. I can't believe how I still think about them, but it's like I know I just can't anymore and it leaves my mind as quick as it came. Been exercising a lot, playing my guitar and piano again. Listening to music a lot bought myself a pair of beats lol. $250 and I woulda spent that in pills easily in a week or less. Saving money in gas since I don't have to drive 30-40min to score. Just in a good place today and more often then not. Best decision I ever made.
 
REALLY having cravings since late last night. Even had a dream about pills. Laying in bed and I would be lying if the thought of just going and getting a few hadn't crossed my mind. Time to smoke some weed. As soon as I do that it gets my mind right and makes me think fuck opiates. Day 25 and I won't give in because we all know what happens when you do. The cycle starts all over again.
 
Just smoked a few hitters. That caused logic and reason to set in lol. Cravings or desire to use....gone.
 
Every day sober is a performing a miracle for most, I'm proud to know people are always striving and doing their best! One breath at a time, Just for today I'm grateful for having such a support system such as bluelight as a resource to help me reach my goals sober. Its amazing seeing how people can come together and care for one another in such a way, feel free to private message me anytime anyone I encourage everyone to come together and in doing so we can change the world just as we've changed our own!
 
Hello everyone! I am new to this site but reading some of these threads are really inspiring! I am on day 6 of being CT of a pretty decent oxy habit. 200mg per day for over 3 years more or less. I am struggling with the cold feeling and lack of energy, these have been the hardest for me to overcome. I did slip once and took a 1 oxycodone one day. I regretted what I did immediately but have to keep moving forward. Anyone else have this happen to them?
 
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