General Heroin #19 v. Posting Between the Nods

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Bill said:
I still have those dreams all the time
But I actually do get to get high in my dreams, rarely, but it has happened

But yeah most of the time I'll already have it and am looking for some where to fix and keep getting side tracked and what not
When you do get high in your dream though you can for real feel that shit again, then I wake up like fuck me

Shim, walk to the corner and grab me a bundle of day Norf Philly derp
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Shortly after stopping I will definitely get them, too. I remember one where the idea of using dope was just completely socially acceptable, but like most dreams its always f'd up in some way. I think I've have gotten to the point of actually getting high, too, and in the dream you do have the perception of getting high, though it ends quickly. But usually its like the dreams main focus is the dope you want to do, but there is always this other bullshit that will happen and prevent you from ever actually doing it. I find it similar to dreams about sex. Whoever the girl is, you are clearly in position to get it, maybe got some foreplay going on and such. But then some funky thing happens that prevents you from sealing the deal.
 
I wonder if people who've been clean,clean(no done,bupe,nothing) for years still get an ocassional dope dream.Anyone know? Personally,I'm at about 20mg./day(from a once high of 100+/d) and while it keeps the sick away the cravings are back but the dreams hav'nt started yet.I wonder why.
 
I thibk my d is cut with another stein opiate it's getting me really really dizzy shortly after the rush . I have a very strong sedating high but not as euphoric as normal.
 
MMT said:
I wonder if people who've been clean,clean(no done,bupe,nothing) for years still get an ocassional dope dream.Anyone know? Personally,I'm at about 20mg./day(from a once high of 100+/d) and while it keeps the sick away the cravings are back but the dreams hav'nt started yet.I wonder why.
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Yeah drug dreams are very common. People still get them very intense and realistic, even years after being totally clean.
 
BlueHues said:
^tomatilli, you're a classic example of something...not sure exactly what yet!

Dope dreams? yeah absolutely....while high? I don't really dream when I'm on dope..
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What do you mean? And I meant like I still dream about it sometimes even after I just got high at night when I go to bed
 
You fit a sterotype (not necessarily a bad one), but he can't quite put his finger on what that stereotype is.

My guess is the he means that your the classic example of someone who's in their IV dope honeymoon phase. Your wondering why you didn't make the switch sooner. Sure, you have plenty of experience with dope in general, but your very new to IV use. Your IV tolerance (as in the amount of bags) hasn't caught up to where your nasal tolerance was yet and your experiencing some of the better highs you'll ever have. You said it yourself you love with the rush and you haven't experienced any of the negative aspects that intravenous drug use can bring. At the very least, eventually you'll be IVing as many bags as you were snorting.

Just my .02. ^ Perhaps that doesn't all apply to you, but that's the stereotype and maybe your experience will be different.
 
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MMT said:
Shit's unbelievable.Prolly some high-tech "Noah" promo. F-in TV woke me up this at 6AM with that LOUD annoying beep warning Fall River,NB ,E.Prov and Prov. of flash floods.First thing that came to mind were gazillions of buns floating thru the streets.There's a dream for ya.
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Muahah a noah promo. I wanna see that movie looks pretty good. Just saw 300 : 2, that was one evil persian bitch, the first was way better tho. Anyway, back to discussing heroin...gazillions of buns floating thru the streets now thats crazy.. may contaminate the water..can see junkies with their needles tryin to pull up the rain water if that were to happen..

I want to do some today but know i wont get shit done if i do.

Edit: why you on such a low 'done dose? You detoxing or is that just your preferred dose? Im on 59 but might up to 63 next week. I been on 59 since July and im starting to feel crappy in the night.
 
ohshea - mid-day here in chicago, and I'm still trying to feel like I'm gonna get something done. Want to move furniture around, so our kids can move into a large room and have a bigger bedroom. So far my day has been lots of little things, dishes, laundry, etc. When you have two kids, two dogs and you are a home owner, there's a lot of repetitive shit you have to do every single day, just to keep your head above water...I read about your dream - to own, and it is nice...but I really liked the metaphor that the grass is brown on both sides. I guess I'm a born pessimist, maybe that goes along with the predisposition of being an opiate addict.

Anyone watching the bball tournament? Guess I'm rooting for Mich State, cause they're among the local (midwest) teams. If Michigan, Wisconsin, MI State all go the Final Four, that'd be crazy.

The taste of sub never really used to bother me. Lately it's f'ing horrible. Maybe it's just a different batch, idk, but this morning was terrible. And then I had a cup of coffee after that...coffee on top of sub is really disgusting.

Not really getting along with the wife right now...two bags, maybe three, would really just make things OK. Fuck.
 
ohshea said:
Muahah a noah promo. I wanna see that movie looks pretty good. Just saw 300 : 2, that was one evil persian bitch, the first was way better tho. Anyway, back to discussing heroin...gazillions of buns floating thru the streets now thats crazy.. may contaminate the water..can see junkies with their needles tryin to pull up the rain water if that were to happen..

I want to do some today but know i wont get shit done if i do.

Edit: why you on such a low 'done dose? You detoxing or is that just your preferred dose? Im on 59 but might up to 63 next week. I been on 59 since July and im starting to feel crappy in the night.
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Self-imposed detox after I walked for losing my TH's for pot.Plus I'd been on it straight for 10+ years,was tired of the whole game and took it as a sign.I'm aight,4 now.
 
northsideboy said:
ohshea - mid-day here in chicago, and I'm still trying to feel like I'm gonna get something done. Want to move furniture around, so our kids can move into a large room and have a bigger bedroom. So far my day has been lots of little things, dishes, laundry, etc. When you have two kids, two dogs and you are a home owner, there's a lot of repetitive shit you have to do every single day, just to keep your head above water...I read about your dream - to own, and it is nice...but I really liked the metaphor that the grass is brown on both sides. I guess I'm a born pessimist, maybe that goes along with the predisposition of being an opiate addict.

Anyone watching the bball tournament? Guess I'm rooting for Mich State, cause they're among the local (midwest) teams. If Michigan, Wisconsin, MI State all go the Final Four, that'd be crazy.

The taste of sub never really used to bother me. Lately it's f'ing horrible. Maybe it's just a different batch, idk, but this morning was terrible. And then I had a cup of coffee after that...coffee on top of sub is really disgusting.

Not really getting along with the wife right now...two bags, maybe three, would really just make things OK. Fuck.
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Not getting along with my woman was the excuse I used to rationalize blowing every dime I had on dope. In the end it didn't really help.
 
oh I know that well, that was part of the excuse for my relapse 2 years ago, when I picked the blows back up. But there's those days where I just want to say fuck this, and make myself feel good, get shit done and just ignore how I really feel about things. It always seems easier than facing up to the situation or discussing it.
I haven't picked up, but that voice in the back of my head has been getting louder, and I was real close this morning...

And sorry, looks like I really jinxed things for Michigan, both teams lost. State had it, but gave away that game. Michigan just got beat in the last 20 secs by a good outside shot. That was pro 3-point range. Tough break, they should have played OT.
 
^I don't know Tom, your attitude just kinda reminds me of when me and my friends were your age...We'd do all kinds of shit, like my friend used to steal his moms debit card, and we didn't even really feel bad about it...I guess you remind me of the typical American kid that gets into drugs...You're not doing it because your life is horrible, and you're not trying to hurt anyone...You're just bored and you started getting high..

I started out like that too, and I didn't feel guilty...It's like I was on autopilot, just doing it...but now, I know that path so well, I know the misery it can turn into, and I just kind of wish I hadn't gotten involved..its hard to explain...
 
king81 said:
Anyone from Ventura ca area. How's the quality out here. I just moved to the area
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Go to the CA dope megathread. Its a few pages back or just search it. But evil pretty much hit the nail on the head. not all tar is total shit tho...
 
SWIM said:
Where can SWIM score some at? I just moved and don't know or have any connects down here in the deep end
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Tell this swim dude to find his own dope. Too bad you didn't need any because I got the perfect hookup for 85% pure shit.
 
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