General Heroin #19 v. Posting Between the Nods

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just pisses me off because if it was the old guy I used to go to running that spot id fuckin call him up and be like

"yo, we got an issue"

and he'd fuckin pick me up in his black SS and have me show him where it happened and get me my money AND THE SHIT back

while that pussy ass Big Sean looking motherfucker would just apologize profusely and blame it on the rain or upbringing or some other generic minority cop out

I wish I could just run a heroin store, id take good care of people
 
yeah I guess, just kind of bummed man because in all honesty it is pretty memorable like BluesHues was saying, the whole process of getting it. I'll never forget the good dealers I went through, and I really hope they didnt wind up dead or in jail for a long time. Everyone I used to talk to that did it I dont talk to anymore for various reasons and you cant help but feel a bit awkward when you just stop wanting to get high anymore. Leaves a void in your life and all I really fill it with is smoking weed and watching sports, which gets old after a while.

Im not exactly a ladies man lol but Ive also been extremely passive towards females because they were either not drug users at all and I didnt want to expose them to that, or they were straight junkies and not exactly someone I would really fuck around with. There's not a lot of functional female heroin users believe it or not, definitely less than males if I had to put a number on it.

Idk, I cant even sit here and say ill never use any opiate ever again, there's just too many in circulation tbh. but I just literally lost all interest in this lifestyle as I was walking back to the bus stop in the rain more or less laughing at myself for being such an idiot. Still had my cigs, Marlboro Reds lol never bring menthols to the hood that's rule #1.

and on the bus ride back this guy was just talking nonstop about DMT to this other guy in front of me and im just sitting there like

"ehhhhhhh, cant wait to smoke some weed"

and got home, did just that, and should have kicked my own ass for forgetting my true DOC. It was never heroin, I just wanted to experience that lifestyle for a little bit because I thought it was somewhat interesting like many people do and got caught up with people who really were addicted to heroin. I was never addicted honest to god, I just was bored out of my mind and thought it was cool to buy drugs in the ghetto. And it is somewhat cool I guess, shit The Wire is incredibly popular, but its only cool until you experience both the good and bad aspects of it.

just glad it wasnt the cops fucking with me, id take a punch from a scrawny ass rican 10/10 times over a cop shakedown

and idk if you guys believe this story or not but im not exactly sure why I would lie about it...

Philly is a great place to buy drugs, but its also a great place to get fucked with if you run into the wrong people and eventually its gon' happen lol
 
subotai said:
yeah I guess, just kind of bummed man because in all honesty it is pretty memorable like BluesHues was saying, the whole process of getting it. I'll never forget the good dealers I went through, and I really hope they didnt wind up dead or in jail for a long time. Everyone I used to talk to that did it I dont talk to anymore for various reasons and you cant help but feel a bit awkward when you just stop wanting to get high anymore. Leaves a void in your life and all I really fill it with is smoking weed and watching sports, which gets old after a while.

Im not exactly a ladies man lol but Ive also been extremely passive towards females because they were either not drug users at all and I didnt want to expose them to that, or they were straight junkies and not exactly someone I would really fuck around with. There's not a lot of functional female heroin users believe it or not, definitely less than males if I had to put a number on it.

Idk, I cant even sit here and say ill never use any opiate ever again, there's just too many in circulation tbh. but I just literally lost all interest in this lifestyle as I was walking back to the bus stop in the rain more or less laughing at myself for being such an idiot. Still had my cigs, Marlboro Reds lol never bring menthols to the hood that's rule #1.

and on the bus ride back this guy was just talking nonstop about DMT to this other guy in front of me and im just sitting there like

"ehhhhhhh, cant wait to smoke some weed"

and got home, did just that, and should have kicked my own ass for forgetting my true DOC. It was never heroin, I just wanted to experience that lifestyle for a little bit because I thought it was somewhat interesting like many people do and got caught up with people who really were addicted to heroin. I was never addicted honest to god, I just was bored out of my mind and thought it was cool to buy drugs in the ghetto. And it is somewhat cool I guess, shit The Wire is incredibly popular, but its only cool until you experience both the good and bad aspects of it.

just glad it wasnt the cops fucking with me, id take a punch from a scrawny ass rican 10/10 times over a cop shakedown

and idk if you guys believe this story or not but im not exactly sure why I would lie about it...

Philly is a great place to buy drugs, but its also a great place to get fucked with if you run into the wrong people and eventually its gon' happen lol
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A few times when I quit for a few weeks and was doing good with minimal cravings and not wanting to dope I actually got mad that I didn't want to get high anymore I guess since I felt that I had enjoyed dope so much that something was wrong if I didn't want to do it. So I would end up using even though I didn't want to just so I could fill that void. That's why it's so hard to quit, because whether I'm craving like a mofo or not craving at all I end up using either way. Now that is sad.
 
well Im kind of on the fence about whether I even want to keep living at my house tbh. my brother is about to be on house arrest so thats gonna fuckin suck if I stay here and my grandmother just had multiple strokes so Im leaning towards just living with my grandfather and helping him out with her and shit. she doesnt really remember much of anything anymore except our immediate family and I guess I brighten her day and all that shit so its the least I could do.

Just gonna ask my grandfather if he's open to smoking some weed, he wouldnt tell me not to or anything but I hope he at least tries it.

I just want to be able to do something that I can consider a job but requires no effort, and there's some things I have in mind but theyre kinda longshots tbh

one of them would be to just run a marijuana dispensary and while that sounds like an impossible task in Pennsylvania at this point in time shit changes you know. Im basically a legalized drug dealer at my job now its just with "acceptable" forms of intoxication aka alcohol. And I could give a fuck about which Chardonnay tastes the best this year, I just want to smoke some weed man

and of course everyone wants to get into the "enjoy your job and youll never have to work a day in your life" camp I just feel like I'd actually be able to make it happen because thats just what I fucking do, find ways to skate by on shit

and some see that as a negative trait but I see it as positive so long as you can hold your own
 
Dude, that fucking blows. Sorry to hear that. I just had the exact opposite situation go down. Went to go get 7 bags, I get home, and there's 8 in the rubber band. Right on
 
BlueHues said:
^Well of course, you're Jeebis!

Did the guy throw in seven klonopins too?
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Haha. Of course. He's also got some crack, a g of coke, couple grams of molly, some sour diesel, and a couple xanax. That's just how he rolls...

Bill said:
Sorry to hear about you getting jumped shimmy, I've had it happen as well
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Yeah man me too. We could have a whole thread dedicated to stories about getting jumped. Call it, "You ever been jumped? v. watch yo back nigga"
 
subotai said:
well that's the thing, I was on the way to the area I usually go to but this was a lot closer to where I got off the bus and I got impatient basically

and it makes me feel weird because there's some decent people who sell dope theyre just few and far between. all the phone connects I used to go to are either in jail or MIA (changed numbers I guess) and there's just a lot of shit id rather spend money on in place of heroin.

Not to mention it had rained for about 3 days straight prior to this so I guess business was a little slow? I just happened to be the fall guy

idk, if I was really embarrassed by it I wouldnt even have mentioned it but im really not tbh. im not getting shot over 50 dollars of dope Ill fuckin piss on 50 dollars when im back at my old job with my license back lol

theyre gonna fuckin die down there in their shitty ass neighborhood with their shitty ass job prospects

lol
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Man you read the last page of the social basically same shit with me
 
I never started making trips to the ghetto because I thought I was a tough guy that could hang with the gangsters, I went there to buy my drug of choice...I'm not there to prove how hard I am...if I pick up on a group of dudes about to jump me, I'll run or do whatever to get out of there if I can...If you're cornered you have to fight...but if not, what's the point? Standing up for yourself is one thing, but being stupid is something else...
 
Fawk ya'll. Don't diss the Puerto Ricans. I already have enough of an identity crisis because I am half and half milk. I have been getting shit from my cousin lately because he came over and I was chilling with this pasty blonde chick listening to the Smiths' This Charming Man. He called me a corrupt mutt but whatever if it keeps you away from the shit than it was for the better. I have been clean 5 days and I would much rather get layed to the Smiths than salsa by myself.
 
^Ha!

Man i poked it once just like dub to see. Really i actually just wanted to do it to see if itd work cos when im high i look for veins and i like shoot my dope nakey so you just end up seein em down there and get to thinkin. Not like i used to prick it on the reg, was more of a dumb experiment. Anyway ive been on the 'done for 13 months so this was many moons ago. Still stupid nonetheless.
 
Haha I think something about a vertical bacon sandwich would be more clever on a t-shirt.
 
Haha sorry, it's better than fuckin beef curtains though. I've always thought that made me picture some nasty thoughts 8(
 
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