TDS Furanylfentanyl WD. I don't want to live no more.

[Anxious.Individual]

On the 2nd day of fu-f WD, after an 8 day binge that went to 100mg tolerance. it's nothing like any opi withdrawal that you've ever experienced. Can you please reply with something nice that will allow me to see light at the end of this dark tunnel.

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The first stage of WD was when I felt like my whole body was set on fire and the world was ending, something I have never experienced with other opis.

Now I'm experiencing the 2nd stage, cold sweats and very intense psychosis, as well as general painful sensations and very intense anxiety

soon will enter the third stage, which is depression and fatigue, as well as generally feeling cold and empty.

 

[herbavore]

The light at the end of the tunnel could be that you make lasting changes that ensure this is the last time you will have to face such a horrendous ordeal. At least you seem to have the awareness of the stages that the WD will inevitably pass through. Perhaps in the third stage when you are confronting both depression and a sense of emptiness you could focus on a more spiritual approach to your life. It sounds like you have much experience with withdrawal from various drugs. What led you to drug dependence? What are the ways that you may have learned to think about yourself that must change for you to get off this merry-go-round? Sometimes that empty space is the best place to reclaim yourself. No amount of layering on of unhealthy beliefs cannot be shed with awareness and patience. You deserve to have a sense of safety and trust within yourself--that no one can take from you despite. Make finding that your priority.

I'm glad that you have reached out for support here and hope you are also reaching out for support around you elsewhere.

 

[DeeDeeDrug]

Are you ct? It sounds like you need some gaba because your nerve endings are in overdrive and maybe some kind of anti-depressant to help cope with the depression. Try to keep busy, even if you don't feel like it. Taking a drive and blasting my favorite music usually is enough to keep my mind focused on the task at hand, it gets you out of the house so your not sitting around focusing on how badly you feel.
You CAN do it!! Just go easy on your self.