so fucking bored i wish i could get high...got tiny bit of mimosa left but not the time to go through extraction process....plus been wondering whether extreme headache was down to being poisoned by colmans fuel consumption...
still...loved tripping out like that...kids dad coming down, he's a drunk and is likely to drink, talk bollox, ramble while i try and watch a movie (i know i ramble on here...but believe it or not...i'm not much of a talker...well, except when i'm pissed off and calling people 'cunts' but really that does not happen often....kinda bizare though that i've been going to these docs for about 15 years on and off.....at least 11 years constantly and collecting medication....on the odd occaision they get everything right....its a walk in walk out satisfying experience.....most of the time there's a que....of recent years i have developed aggraphobia so leaving me house is a trauma and i will wait for my daughter to come home from school...or walk with my mum.....i'll at times tut and be obviously peeved at having to wait around to get my medication sorted....the other day i let rip......now....they all seem to recognise me by sight......they are ott pleasant and go out of their way to help......shouting 'cunt' seems to get things done...
yes i know i've made spelling errors but could not give a flying fuck
this is boring and don't read it as its pointless crap
no really, its shite
the world is shit and is only bareable on drugs
still...loved tripping out like that...kids dad coming down, he's a drunk and is likely to drink, talk bollox, ramble while i try and watch a movie (i know i ramble on here...but believe it or not...i'm not much of a talker...well, except when i'm pissed off and calling people 'cunts' but really that does not happen often....kinda bizare though that i've been going to these docs for about 15 years on and off.....at least 11 years constantly and collecting medication....on the odd occaision they get everything right....its a walk in walk out satisfying experience.....most of the time there's a que....of recent years i have developed aggraphobia so leaving me house is a trauma and i will wait for my daughter to come home from school...or walk with my mum.....i'll at times tut and be obviously peeved at having to wait around to get my medication sorted....the other day i let rip......now....they all seem to recognise me by sight......they are ott pleasant and go out of their way to help......shouting 'cunt' seems to get things done...
yes i know i've made spelling errors but could not give a flying fuck
this is boring and don't read it as its pointless crap
no really, its shite
the world is shit and is only bareable on drugs
