I thought I was done with being in this sort of head space, but apparently not. I let the littlest things bother me and get needlessly upset about them to the point where I want to hurt myself over something incredibly stupid. I know it's irrational, but I can't help it. I just want to be normal and not so fucking sensitive. I want out of this.
Maybe you should get ahold of your Dr.
Your medicince seemed to be doing the trick a while there- maybe you need something added to it or a higher dose??
I hope you feel batter
It's not at all uncommon to slide back into old ways of thinking, especially when it has been your dominant mode for a long time. I struggle with it all the time, and likely will for the rest of my life. Being sensitive can really be a pain sometimes.
