i woke up early this morning. and i lay quietly in bed thinking. for some reason i thought about you, and i couldn't get back to sleep.
i thought about the past year, and the past few months. and i realised, fuck you.
when i let myself take charge and make the effort to keep our friendship, i saw you pretty much every week.
and now the past few months when i told you that you'd have to make the effort, i haven't seen or heard from you at all.
so fuck you. fuck you when you said that you cared about me, about our friendship, about how we were special. fuck you and your lies.
i thought about the past year, and the past few months. and i realised, fuck you.
when i let myself take charge and make the effort to keep our friendship, i saw you pretty much every week.
and now the past few months when i told you that you'd have to make the effort, i haven't seen or heard from you at all.
so fuck you. fuck you when you said that you cared about me, about our friendship, about how we were special. fuck you and your lies.