....yes that is correct!! a letter arrived today and i eagerly openned it with the expectations of all things explained as to why i'm untreatable by the mental health service as per that fat useless warts on cunt therapist twat....only to find that i have a letter with an appointment date 18th december at 2pm with a psychiatrist!!....HA IN YOUR FACE YOU FAT FUCK!!....would love to have been a fly on the wall tho at that stupid arse table chat of so called specialists who'd never met me deciding on how best to treat me when all they have to go on is what that stupid fat pig has to say......again....nothing against people being overweight....i have in the past struggled with mine and sympathise as i know that awful catch 22 where you're stuck in a cycle of self loathing and therefore comfort eat meaning your weight increases causing more self loathing causing more comfort eating and so on and so forth...i've been there.....thing is this stiupid fat pig had sat through me pouring my heart out at what i had anticipated to being the start of therapy only to be told to go to narcotics annonymous as ...in her opinion (and she imagined that the same would apply to the other 'specialists')....they would not be able to help me.....so i told her to go to weight watchers to sort out her problem if things were that simple....
...anyway....yeah
so today i found out that god was in prison in US for fondling naked virgins .....but its ok as jesus is alive and well in australia living happily with the re-incarnation of mary magdalene.....
.....its all on YouTube!!
....been pondering on whether to announce that i am the reincarnatyion of some biblical person to gather a following and live on a nice happy clappy compound somewhere...i'm thinking like a thai budhist monk sort of get-up.....i have a 'page' you see on FB where people ask me for 'spriritual readings'....free of course.....also no longer in use as fuck FB.....but point is....people really went for that....i did also get alot of satisfaction helping people like that too...of course back then i was 'spiritually' in a much healthier place than i currently am.....but it was one of those daft impulsive things that i do.....and i have over 900 FB friends now and shit tons of 'waiters' waiting for spiritual healing.....perhaps i should upgrade that page now with a suggestion of a miraculous spiritual epiphany of a realisation of my re-birth and my recollections of walking with jesus and throw in that my absence from FB has been down to dealing with all these memories flooding back to me and messages ive been receiving to set up a self healing commune where anyone can join aslong as they empty all their earthly possessions on entry and their bank accounts into the 'communes account' which of course i have full control of as i'm on a mission to save everyones soul and only i know how to best apply any monetary assetts.....THATS IT!!
...anyway....yeah
so today i found out that god was in prison in US for fondling naked virgins .....but its ok as jesus is alive and well in australia living happily with the re-incarnation of mary magdalene.....
.....its all on YouTube!!
....been pondering on whether to announce that i am the reincarnatyion of some biblical person to gather a following and live on a nice happy clappy compound somewhere...i'm thinking like a thai budhist monk sort of get-up.....i have a 'page' you see on FB where people ask me for 'spriritual readings'....free of course.....also no longer in use as fuck FB.....but point is....people really went for that....i did also get alot of satisfaction helping people like that too...of course back then i was 'spiritually' in a much healthier place than i currently am.....but it was one of those daft impulsive things that i do.....and i have over 900 FB friends now and shit tons of 'waiters' waiting for spiritual healing.....perhaps i should upgrade that page now with a suggestion of a miraculous spiritual epiphany of a realisation of my re-birth and my recollections of walking with jesus and throw in that my absence from FB has been down to dealing with all these memories flooding back to me and messages ive been receiving to set up a self healing commune where anyone can join aslong as they empty all their earthly possessions on entry and their bank accounts into the 'communes account' which of course i have full control of as i'm on a mission to save everyones soul and only i know how to best apply any monetary assetts.....THATS IT!!
