Why does everything change n always have to be so final???
I am starting to wonder if I'm allowed to be happy because everything gets wetched away, time n time again n it's just too damn much.
And always so final
but I have to act normal.
No I'm not allowed to be happy I'm just not.
It's easier to be miserable because nothing is lost then is it.
Same with codeine......
With with the family I was going to have......
All , all gone.
Now it's happening again.
And I have to act normal again.
Sigh
Ugh.
I am starting to wonder if I'm allowed to be happy because everything gets wetched away, time n time again n it's just too damn much.
And always so final
but I have to act normal.
No I'm not allowed to be happy I'm just not.
It's easier to be miserable because nothing is lost then is it.
Same with codeine......
With with the family I was going to have......
All , all gone.
Now it's happening again.
And I have to act normal again.
Sigh
Ugh.