frustrated and a lil bit lonely

i am supposed to start a job tomorow that i am not sure i could be any less excited about... but i guess a job is a job

the hours suck the pay isnt great and its very tedious computer work yay... and i dont really work with anyone i can relate too ... meaning they r not old enough to be my parent

i am starting to struggle a lil bit with not knowing people around here going a lil crazy with just my parents
i hope i can handle it

i think my sex drive may be coming back right when i couldnt be lonelier lold

i just hope in the words of the gorgeous rihanna i can find love in a hopeless place
granted thats a lil bit of an exageration its not totally hopeless here but sometimes like now i get a bit down

and btw i havent slept ... insomnia... woo .... and i am sposed to start my job at 8 am

 

Well, good luck with your job even though you aren't excited about it. Maybe you will get a lot of good daydreaming in. And congratulations on your returned sex drive--that always makes life a little more worth living! No place is hopeless; love happens in the most unexpected places.