daily pot smoker
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 5, 2005
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Unhealed hurt and sorrow.
Cant see myself getting better.
Not today, not tomorrow.
I just want one more day, one more chance.
To say goodbye, one last time.
I feel bad for the past. For his and for mine.
Things got ugly, and things got bad.
Despite all the unresolved situations,
Ill always love my dad.
There was a point in my life
where I was too immature to forgive.
Today and tomorrow I hate myself.
I just want him to live.
Id gladly change possitions in a minute.
Me be dead, and my dad up and livin it.
Taking care of his kid, and that bitch he was livin with.
But its not gonna happen, hes gone forever.
At least we had the time that we did,
And I wanna thank him, for taking me from bad to better.
Trying not to feel sorry for me,
but the others that are hurting just as bad.
But I keep thinking to myself,
I just lost my mother fuckin dad.
Self pity eating me alive,
things were fucked up, and he tragically died.
Wish I could take shit back, redo it once or twice.
Thats exactly what my pops said about his past life.
Now I can relate, Im starting to understand.
Im growing from a boy, into a man.
Thanks to my father, Im turning shit around.
Unfourtunately It took one hard thing.
My dad in the ground...
I love you dad. Thanks and sorry.
Cant see myself getting better.
Not today, not tomorrow.
I just want one more day, one more chance.
To say goodbye, one last time.
I feel bad for the past. For his and for mine.
Things got ugly, and things got bad.
Despite all the unresolved situations,
Ill always love my dad.
There was a point in my life
where I was too immature to forgive.
Today and tomorrow I hate myself.
I just want him to live.
Id gladly change possitions in a minute.
Me be dead, and my dad up and livin it.
Taking care of his kid, and that bitch he was livin with.
But its not gonna happen, hes gone forever.
At least we had the time that we did,
And I wanna thank him, for taking me from bad to better.
Trying not to feel sorry for me,
but the others that are hurting just as bad.
But I keep thinking to myself,
I just lost my mother fuckin dad.
Self pity eating me alive,
things were fucked up, and he tragically died.
Wish I could take shit back, redo it once or twice.
Thats exactly what my pops said about his past life.
Now I can relate, Im starting to understand.
Im growing from a boy, into a man.
Thanks to my father, Im turning shit around.
Unfourtunately It took one hard thing.
My dad in the ground...
I love you dad. Thanks and sorry.
