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frostyangel

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People tend to come in and out of your life,,,,,,,
And do we ever asks ourselves why?
I know that questioning it would not let me
be within this tonite.
We tend to look pasts all these sudden moments
that are now, and worry about our tomorrows
I know that our memories exists far in the back
of my mind. You were this protector, my soul
saver. Well at least for tonite. You tell me of
these things, little things that worry you so,
and I feel comfortable knowing that you
chose me, my listening ear, I guess there is
still some good advice down in this old soul,
even though your mind traces over the same
paths that bring us here, today.
On this bed..............
sharing our little dark secrets, that we giggle about,
always knowing that the more hot air that comes out of
our mouths, the less we have to think about our empty
lives. And we look at that little framed picture which
consists of our lives we use to charish,,, where we thought
that would never die. And look we still know each other.....
and you are my shinning star, a glitter dall, with your pupcakes.
Just remember that we have to stand here sharing this
mirror. That we always fight over. And I believe that yes
everyone has to put on this fake smile....because really
inside we all our dying somehow, someway. We all got those
things that we want to take to that one big field to yell out
to just to release all this pressure, life, work, love, drugs, friends,
but when we can take each other, that is what really matters,
and I know there could be so many forgotten moments,
But there is so much time left to make our tomorrows happy yesterdays!
Just remember we all find ourselves alone at times and it is how we
make that time. And in that time we are there left alone is to become
ourselves....to discover what we really believe in. It's the time builds
our togetherness.
And I wish you would believe me when I tell you it will, all get
better in your own time, no matter how much pain comes your
way....and I will be here right around that corner of the hall, ready
to take on those same sorrows. And drive you to become that stronger
person...that I know you will become....I watch you...I know you.
And I found so much of you, IN ME.
You are always that person I wanted
to be, just remember when you don't it
or see it,
know that there is a head turning,
yerning to know who you really are,
you'll be one to leave someone else's heart
burning and want your tower to be high
to climb to your time of needs.
And you'll turn around and wink,
and let them just pass you by,
and you'll think to yourself,
I knew I could make it on my own,
And look at all that I have to show,
Here's to you my friend,
all those shots of toasts
over our southern blues,
the one that left a bruise,
to complete our nights laughter,
another distant memory to share
with our so~called friends,
well, I'm glad it was between you
and me, for that makes me come
back, to let you know someone does,
respect you, some does buy you those
flowers, and someone will send that
card.........It may be in your dreams
for now. But soon you'll finally be
found......and I will be someone living
in your memories....smiling, knowing,
that you have become all those things
that I knew you would be.......
 
*wipes tears off cheeks*
dammit. why do you have to make me cry like this? lol.
I guess there is
still some good advice down in this old soul,
even though your mind traces over the same
paths that bring us here, today.
it seems like we come to each other with the same questions... i know that. but sometimes i just need to hear you say what i already know.
today, we sat on your bed and talked, and cried, and reminisced, while my florida boy slept in my bed, and your florida boy walked back out the door. i thought about us, me and you, and wondered what will happen after today is over, and these boys go back to their lives. i know where we'll be tonight, and i wish i could have just been happy for where we are at that moment. but sadness always seems to mix itself up with happiness these days.
Just remember that we have to stand here sharing this
mirror. That we always fight over. And I believe that yes
everyone has to put on this fake smile....
you know me too well. we stand in front of this mirror together, trying to make ourselves look beautiful for these men... and someday, we wont have to. and someday, that smile wont have to be painted on.
And you'll turn around and wink,
and let them just pass you by,
and you'll think to yourself,
I knew I could make it on my own,
i love you girlie. you make me want to know what the future will be like. *hug*
thank you for writing this. i really needed it.
love,
your best friend in the whole world.
p.s. let them go back to florida. we'll make it there someday.
[ 21 April 2002: Message edited by: E-girl ]
 
wow reading this I feel like ive walked in on some really private conversation and Im not sure if I should just blush, make some appology and walk out quietly.....you two are lucky to have each other, people come and go but a true freind is worth all the aquaintences and short term freinds and lovers in the world.hold onto each other ok. *ahh group hug* lol hahaha ahh you two made me smile. thanks
 
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