i got my car back yesterday. i can tell the difference. it'll do, though. busted off my front tooth on a granola bar. i look and feel like shit. tomorrow night we're gettin a game of nickel - dime - quarter poker up. haven't the $ to drink so i may not.
at least i heard back from Sara and she said she believes that you believed in our future because you were straight forward. that gave my heart hope....but for what? the past tense in our situation is going to have nothing to do with what the fuck am i gonna do now. We ____ED! We _____ED! ED! ED! WE'LL NEVER GET TO DO ANYTHING TOGETHER EVER AGAIN!
So I have grieved. apparently I'm not done. I'm grieving losing you. the person who got closest to me the fastest. I'm also grieving the loss of our plans. Now I have to come up with something else. You don't have to. (i don't think) If you've found your ex-love, you may not even think of me up there. I guess I'll find out who mine is when i'm supposed to. my soulmate. i'm jealous..u KNOW who yours is.
at least i heard back from Sara and she said she believes that you believed in our future because you were straight forward. that gave my heart hope....but for what? the past tense in our situation is going to have nothing to do with what the fuck am i gonna do now. We ____ED! We _____ED! ED! ED! WE'LL NEVER GET TO DO ANYTHING TOGETHER EVER AGAIN!
So I have grieved. apparently I'm not done. I'm grieving losing you. the person who got closest to me the fastest. I'm also grieving the loss of our plans. Now I have to come up with something else. You don't have to. (i don't think) If you've found your ex-love, you may not even think of me up there. I guess I'll find out who mine is when i'm supposed to. my soulmate. i'm jealous..u KNOW who yours is.