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Forming addiction to shooting up methylone

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iv being using methylone every weekend for about 5 weeks now. in this time i usually go through a few grams. i could go through a gram in about 12 hours very easy by either bombing,snorting or plugging. i don't like bombing much. and snorting is a waste of drugs and your nose. triggering comments removed i usually take about 2-400 mg, route dependent and by the end of the night i could be doing that every couple of hours. i shot up methylone last week. iv being using it every day for 6 days now. im taking a break for 2 days then having some for a day then having a much longer break. <snip> i would recommend staying away from iv'ing this drug. because you will become addicted. i inject about 200 for a dose. after going on a binge. the frequency of the time you need to re-dose gets shorter and doses larger. il be shooting up every 30 minutes by the end of a few day binge, because by that point the rush is the only nice part. don't recommend anyone doing what im doing. it's likely to fuck my brain. just sharing this for education and information purposes.

im going to keep this thread active and update it with more detail and the effect the drug is having on me and my life. but now i need to crash as i have work in the morning
 
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are you at least sleeping cause staying up for a week we shred your sanity to tiny little pieces and best of luck getting things in order in your life
 
i am still using methylone and realized i cannot control this habit or maintain it along side my normal life. i have about 8 grams left im going to finish it as fast as possible and give some away. this is the last i can literally access. i tried over the last week to just stop but i found i couldn't and my habit is getting worse im doing it non stop, plus the last few weeks someone else has been shooting me. i started doing it myself last night. this is a sign that my habit is getting deeper. if it wasn't for the fact that i can not access more i probably would not have stopped. if i really really wanted to get more i could but im not going to take that path. i don't believe methylone is a particularly addictive drug although it is quite morish. i think it's more the method of administration. i would never recommend needles to anyone. as soon as you do it you break a taboo and something changes in your drug use. im sure all people who have used needles know what im talking about. needles, not even once.
 
I went through a short needle phase with heroin. Then I shot mdpv and yeah it does change things.

The needle fixation and preparation of the shot can get very strong. With mdpv my fucking arms got to be pin cushions in no time. When shooting heroin I was always super careful and exercised a lot of caution when shooting. With mdpv, the rush was in constant demand and there wer)'t enough veins to be safe. I missed shots, blew up veins and shit.

Haven't touched needles in years thank god. If I can beat it, you can too. Unfortunately it begins with ridding your stash and making some real lifestyle changes. And time. Time heals.

I'm not clean by any stretch of the imagination but banging speed is gonna end in a trainwreck and I had to pretty much cut these synthetic stims out of my life.
 
i have one gram left and that's it. it's the minor withdrawal im not looking forward to. i get intense brain zapa and night terrors for the first 2-3 days of.
 
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Please tell how the withdrawal is. Sounds like a massive crash may be coming.
 
i got more. i realized today that all the road blocks i have being putting in place are simply no more then justifications for my use. my family thought i was clean. i told them the truth tonight and i went to a public health service today. they suggested i use a free service which offers in-house detox programs. they come discuss your case, get you to see your gp for any medication you may need (usually benzos) and then you stay in your house for 3 days and they come check up on you over the weekend. methylone is not a particularly addictive drug, it's more then morish nature and the temptation to binge which is the problem with it. once i go a few days without it i know il be ok. i just need to break that cycle iv being in for the last few weeks. my family know im going to continue using until i go into this service. i will ring them tomorrow. i don't know how long it takes for them to organize it. this week iv being working and usually have a few doses in the evening then get a reasonable sleep. if i don't then i catch up after work. i don't use in the morning or at work. i don't start to withdraw until about 6-7 in the evening, however that's more cravings. the withdrawal's will start around bed time with incredible brain zaps that are disorientation and almost painful and give me night terrors all night. the next day i feel awful. it's the crash starting to kick in. the time i don't use while at work is usually fine, because although i don't feel the drug it still has a stimulant effect psychically and mentally where i am alert. but the day after stopping i feel incredibly spaced out and tired and angry and disorientated.


i would update this more and go into further details about my currant and past use and the events surrounding it. but im high all the time and when im high i just want to lie around and buzz out. maybe when i stop using il write an in depth blog about everything that has happened . in fact il keep you guys posted while im in detox
 
I'm really glad that you are taking this step and also that you got the courage to tell your family. It is an interesting approach (to come to your house). I'm interested to know how it goes.<3
 
omg omg. i fucked up real bad. about 6 hours ago my hook up fell through. me and my friend serached high and low for any scraps and found nothing. then i remembered i had 2 syringes from about 40 hours ago full that i had given up on because they had filled with blood. i was so desperate i shot one of them up and my friend the other. i then went to my flat to look for lone and manged to scrape together a very dirty 300-400 mg shot. i couldn't find the fucking vein and fucked my veins up as ir's the same spot or area iv being hitting for a few days now. what have i done. also i found at that the not for profit in house detox program costs about 10-30k. so looks like im doing it the hard wa. my lone supply has dried up. i tried to organize getting some ritilan for today. im really scared at my behavior. all my morals,reservations and safety have gone out the window. now im just feinding intravenous drugs in general. my family are on my case hard now. it's all out in the open as fuck. im in my room atm i feel quite yucky if i feel worse over the next couple of hours i will go see the docter. however at this point it could be a more psychological response to the rank thought. oh and to top it all of. the person who has being shooting me the last few weeks could have hep c. they claim they don't have it any more and cleared it and i hope they are telling the truth i know them quite well so i trust them but god if they are wrong. iv become so slack with blood contact n shit. no needle sharing but just other things.
 
i clearly need serious help. this isn't me. althought i tell myself it is. 3 months ago i wouldn't do any of this so why am i doing it now. im not myself.
 
on friday i went to the doctor and the local drug service. i was put on quetiapine 25mg to help me sleep through the brain zaps. i used ritilian on the Thursday night before hand. im mentally feeling a lot more stable now. my sleep has being amazing. probably the first rem sleep iv had in weeks. im going to the gym tomorrow to keep myself busy. i was going for a year before i started using and was getting into very good shape and gaining lots of muscle, i really enjoyed it and was disappointed when the methylone caused all that motivation to die. my friend works at the gym and is a body builder so im going to really get into it. i can't use and work out at the same time. last night i fucked up. iv being at my parents the last few days on lock down. last night my mum dropped me of at my flat for a few hours and while i was there i searched high and low for scraps of lone. i originally had 250 grams of it so i had being pretty sloppy the last few weeks and finding any was likely. however i had scabbed a few times over the last week and finding any this time was difficult. i managed to scrap together a shot and found some old used gear (mine). i tried to have the shot but i just blistered it all. it was a real big massive one. iv only ever being able to hit the one vein and so i tried the same spot. the vein is fucked and the whole length of it has totally gone flat into my body. im certain it's not collapsed just very damaged and clotted. it will recover in a few weeks im sure. i can still see it but it has no pump to it. the blister is quite big and the shot was pretty dirty so i hope i don't get an abscess. im not to concerned at this point. i didn't get high of the shot at all. it was very tiny. last night didn't bring back any cravings or set me back. i feel the same as i did before i had it. if it had got me high im sure things would have being different. i still get cravings but access is limited so im not throwen into temptation. im just taking each day as it comes. im finding myself quit emotional at times. i assume that's just my serotonin returning to normal levals which is what this ssri is probably helping with

im curiious if anyone else has suffered the same as me with methylone. iv found a bit on IV lone but not much on a habit forming. most habits have being plugging or nasal related.
 
just to update this. i did kick my methylone habbit. however i am now battling an opiate addiction but am in the process of working with the local drug service to get of opiates.
 
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