methadone of benzo is perfect and why i switched from ativan and k-pin. i was popping those fuckers like tic-tacs. valium doesnt feel like it hits me instantly but it seems to help more with general anxiety and for longer. my second night of smoking weed on diazapam and just a few beers and the past two nights have been great. the benzo rids me of any anxiety from the shitty weed and 3 or 4 beers seems to make the calmness last a lot longer. plus i have suddenly became interested in things again after smoking a bowl. like reading, watching movies, wanting to talk to my family and all the good shit instead of just pacing the floor trying to run from my mind. its a fucking shame that ganja is illegal in my state because it can save lives. eating is enjoyable and no longer a chore, just like everything else, i actually want to get up and do shit. shitty thing is, im out and hate going to the ghetto to get ripped off for some shitty bud, but thats better than nothing so i think i shall