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For some reason it's not as crazy anymore...

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scarlet_tunic

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First of all, I apologize if I am not posting something that goes in line with the forum rules. I used to be a member of another community like this one, and I got kicked out even for something I wasn't aware of .... please let me know if this post is somehow not along the lines of the rules.

Well, its kind of just my own experience. M was always my FAVORITE thing to do... better than sex, drugs and rock n roll. From the first time I tried it I thought 'wow, this is definitely THE best thing I've ever done.' The past two times I've done it have been unspectacular, to say the least. And this is still maintaining the long breaks between doing it that I do. So I know it's not a 'tolerance' issue. But it seems to be that maybe M has worn out its welcome in my body and brain? Perhaps it's time to stop making this 'the best experience in life'? For one, the crazy magical euphoria is gone, now replaced by the disappointment that it's not really doing as much. Secondly, my stomach goes CRAZY on it (worse than before), and because there isn't the insane euphoria to make me forget about it, the stomach thing really bothers me in the beginning. Thirdly, there doesn't seem to be much of a 'bang.' The come-up is supposed to be the best part, and now all I feel is just nausea, diarrhea (not to be graphic) and I like I am waiting for something to happen. I do get some of the effects of the drug bit it's like they never fully flower.

Has this happened to anyone else?
 
scarlet_tunic said:
Has this happened to anyone else?
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Probably most people that ever used MDMA, yeah. How long are your tolerance breaks currently? I need at least a year for it to even start being like it used to, and I've only used it 10 times. It's ridiculous.
 
Yeah interesting enough, I think I am coming up on my 12th or 13th time, and it was at that 10 time peak that it started to go downhill.
Oh, they are long... 3 , 4 months or sometimes longer. They have admittedly been shorter too, though, with a month or two in between.

Maybe I need a year too...

In a weird way I kind of feel like this might help me to mature ... if I can get the same buzz from a good jog as I can from M, then I don't have to be all excited about drugs. Maybe it's my body and brain's way of telling me that drugs aren't really THAT amazing
 
And you're sure that you have always taken pure MDMA?

For me pure MDMA has a very gradual, kind of unpleasant come up (I can get negative thoughts). I don't really notice when I actually start to roll, but all of a sudden I just am. The euphoria is more psychological, in my head and feels like happieness and love, and it's strongest when I'm with the people I love. Not pushy at all. It's setting dependent.

MDMA mixed with meth however gives me a fast come up where it's like "bam" and I go from sober to full blown roll in a second. The euphoria is very physical and "in your body", and the loved up feeling is strong but not as deep, and it's the same no matter if I talk to strangers, loved ones or just sits by my self. It's very pushy. It's not so much setting dependent.

This is just what it's like for me. So I don't know if everyone can relate to it.

But I guess if you take a drug and expect to have a blast no matter what, sooner or later your gonna realize it's not all that good. You get used to what it feels like, so you loose the novelty of the drug. It's not really that special any more?

I like to think about drugs in a way that it will enhace your situation and give you the opportunity to have a wonderful time. I never take a drug and expect to have a blast no matter what, I always makes sure it's a situation I would have liked even when I'm not on drugs. This workes for me :)
 
When your brain recognizes a new substance, it's unfamiliar... If you have ever smoked a cigarette and remember the first buzz, like any other drug.....we might be able to connect the dots.
 
I definitely didn't do it in the right setting the last time.. maybe you're right. I may give it another go! I think that likely, though, it's just becoming kind of 'stale' for me as my receptors have adjusted to having this chemical and experiencing it.
 
Be honest with yourself, if you arent getting the positive from it anymore. You have abused it in the past. Take a year and try again. If it works, DO NOT ROLL unless a minimum of 3 months have gone by. If it doesnt work after 3+ months, you need to wait even longer.
 
It's called "losing the magic"

happens to lots of mdma users. The reasons are varied. Some would say it is because your brain can no longer process the mdma due to damage. Others would say you are "used to" the feeling of it. And so because you have high expectations, even if it comes close to those it feels way worse than it should, because in the past it used to exceed your wildest expectations.

My advice would be to lay off it for years. If you need molly to have a good time at shows or parties or whatever, then you probably aren't having fun in the first place.
 
skeeto222 said:
It's called "losing the magic"

happens to lots of mdma users. The reasons are varied. Some would say it is because your brain can no longer process the mdma due to damage. Others would say you are "used to" the feeling of it. And so because you have high expectations, even if it comes close to those it feels way worse than it should, because in the past it used to exceed your wildest expectations.

My advice would be to lay off it for years. If you need molly to have a good time at shows or parties or whatever, then you probably aren't having fun in the first place.
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Hi Skeeto,

Well that scares me a little bit but I really doubt it's been damaged. These were spread out instances (months) between doing the drug. I think rather it's the second one... to an extent though I know that I can be used to it and still enjoy it.
 
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