For once, KICKED THE DEVIL IN THE NUTZ- very little WD

[Harmredux]

Jumped off from 250+mg mixed opiates to 0 and am on day 6 with only depression, a little chills, a headache, and about 2 hours sleep a night (which is amazing if you ever kicked hard before).

DO NOT DO THIS UNLESS YOU ARE VERY TOLERANT OF ALL OF THIS STUFF
15mg DXM 2 times a day, 30mG at night with doxylamine
NAC
N-Acetyl-Cysteine
Advil and Aleve (lots)
OPMS liquid kratom shots 1 per day
valium (tapered from 100mg day 1 , 70, 60, 50, 50, 20 today so far.
A couple of drags of nicotine and a couple 5% flavored seltzer 12 oz cans of the over the past few days
4mg lunesta at bed

I know that's a LOT of stuff and it's only a band-aid, but if anyone ever just needs to get by a week, it's do-able with that concoction.
IT'S AN ABSURD cocktail and I advise you to not do this, ever, but I just can't help but being amazed.
I do not know why even after 2 months+ break valium does not effect me much. I never really liked it and I just let my script go stale cause I don't use it but have some.

Anyway, WTF? Is it just the OPMS Kratom that is 99% of the reason for this?

 

[Ganjcat]

come back when you been without for 2+weeks all this means (what you said)is the withdrawal has not peaked yet yes it's easier this way but a lot LOT more drawn out(it takes 5-10x as long) what was your main opiate judging by the wd I will hazard a guess, it was a cure by the spell stupify only joking, seriously I'm guessing your on methadone mainly correct? Of course you probably use anything else you can get your hands on I'm sure.

 

[Harmredux]

Nope, oxy+vics..... I only needed a week. I'm not quitting, just biding my time. Praying tomorrow for dr. to come through, I am a legit pain patient just been run out of meds, and high doses because upping and upping for 10+ years.
Usually, I can't sleep even day 1. With this Gonzo Bonanzo cocktail It's the first combo that has worked this well EVER.

I wish I could just go without. Last time I CT, I didn't sleep for 23 days straight- not even twilight sleep. Anyway, the minutes are ticking by like hours, I am in so much pain right now, just thanking Merciful God that I am not dealing with anything but a headache, insomnia, and pain.

I tried Subox once and HATED it, and I hear methadone is a life sentence- plus like daily or weekly visits to distant wonderlands filled with colorful characters. I'm afraid if I did that I would eventually bump into some heroin outside one of those clinics. Is that common? I never tried H or Methadone, probably the only 2 things I haven't. If I had a ready source of H I would be fuuu-uu-**D... Never even seen the stuff in person.

Anyway, if this country would just let us buy some codeine once in a while it's save a hella lot of people trying to score on the streets or sick between dr. visits.
This shut-in-shit had me gobbling pills and taking on giant home remodeling plans and realized too late I suck at math. So been sitting in a pile of closets cleaned out -but not put back- waiting to function again.

 

[ADHDMY4SS]

I would strongly suggest trying to keep off of them. Hear me out. If you're a week in, YOU'RE DONE! You're through the hardest part like night and day. Day 7 is actually when you should start to feel like you did before taking the poison. The insomnia is a B to deal with I get that and I deal with it every day.

However, it beats dying in your sleep because your lungs and heart stopped. Sorry but it's the reality of it all. You're up. Get up and run while you're ahead. Imagine playing blackjack or a slot machine and you buy in with 1000 bucks and are down to your last 10 and somehow someway you make it back to 900 because you finally hit a lotto or ran very hot in blackjack. GET UP AND GO HOME with you 900 man! I'm hoping you don't take any offense of this reply; my passion isn't just coming out of nowhere.

Do yourself the favor man, your body can't sleep because that's how much damage opiates can have on your body. Physically, mentally, and emotionally. Aside from diarrhea and insomnia and the depression you've already admitted you can handle, you're already in the clear! I hope you can see what I see. Something deep inside you knows wtf is up because you wouldn't call them the devil unless you know. You do. You went through it and you involuntarily stopped. Take advantage of the situation.

Keep in mind, withdrawals only get worse and cross new boundaries of pain, discomfort, and side effects you've never felt before, as the withdrawals go on. This isn't my opinion it's a fact do your research and you'll find it anecdotally and factually stated upon numerous medical databases.

Cheers to the seltzers! Those are the bombbb. Make my stomach feel great too, even when it's empty. Use those to bridge the discomfort. I can't comment on the vast remainder of a regimen you've got up there lol. Make the right decision man. I know you're not abusing and it seems you have a legitimate need. However, we all know accidents still happen and due to the nature of the drug and it's dynamics, you just never know. I have a need too btw. I walk on metal rods from my knees down. Every time I complain about the pain the doctors say these types cannot be removed and all we can do is give you meds to help. I deny deny deny immediately. Physical therapy is a bunch of bullshit youtube fitness trainers. LIVE WITH IT.