Uncanny, really, it is.
How often I think of you that is,
and these words have a purpose, which is to show:
Despite my absence
from every part of your life save
[size=4.5]memories and daydreams[/size]
,
the largest of percentages of
all that love I've been given
to give
remains steadfast right there at your side.
Nothing exists in
any possible world (up to and including what I like to call
now)
to move or remove my heart from it's
place by your side, darling woman.
Please...
don't ever allow a moment of doubt,
this is important.
Months and months -
human years I'm talking here,
my dearest apologies to Yon Most Wonderful of All Dogs, Iz,
you'll hug her for me, won't you dear? -
and not a thought
of mine
allowed itself any communicable form.
Couldn't be helped,
wouldn't give that time away,
despite the things
I couldn't say. I do hope you will enjoy the
me post- passing of time.
She is so fond of you,
after all.
My greatest wish
is that you'll make your way
(sometime by May?)
into my field of
vision.
A la meantime do remember to
always count me in
with your daily totals, weekly projections and
all sums taken
that you do
to account for you.
And doing away with fancy punctuation now - it's the first thing I've been able to write in so fucking long babe - please smile when you think of me. You, my dearest of friends, are what connects me to so many vital things in this world. When I think of grace immediately I see old Audrey Hepburn movies, hear my mother telling me to always carry myself with it, and you. When listing things of importance, a short one you know, the relationship between us ranks right up there. In ways that defy definition of course and others of a much simpler nature.
Remember now and again that somewhere, I am sitting standing walking running laughing sunning, something! and missing you. Once last month or so you sat beside me on a cliff and watched a California sunset. Just last week there was a joke told at work and you laughed SO hard. Tonight while driving south on a highway headed for Mexico (but stopping short at my place) I didn't try to picture how you would react to the moment...
just tried to picture your smile.
I love you.
Wish I could merely
find the words
that would say how much.
Always,
A.
Thank you everyone for indulging my moment of gratitude for an amazing person. Those of you knowing her will understand best of all. Please stay tuned for the inevitable writing of poetry, prose and all things language...........
How often I think of you that is,
and these words have a purpose, which is to show:
Despite my absence
from every part of your life save
[size=4.5]memories and daydreams[/size]
,
the largest of percentages of
all that love I've been given
to give
remains steadfast right there at your side.
Nothing exists in
any possible world (up to and including what I like to call
now)
to move or remove my heart from it's
place by your side, darling woman.
Please...
don't ever allow a moment of doubt,
this is important.
Months and months -
human years I'm talking here,
my dearest apologies to Yon Most Wonderful of All Dogs, Iz,
you'll hug her for me, won't you dear? -
and not a thought
of mine
allowed itself any communicable form.
Couldn't be helped,
wouldn't give that time away,
despite the things
I couldn't say. I do hope you will enjoy the
me post- passing of time.
She is so fond of you,
after all.
My greatest wish
is that you'll make your way
(sometime by May?)
into my field of
vision.
A la meantime do remember to
always count me in
with your daily totals, weekly projections and
all sums taken
that you do
to account for you.
And doing away with fancy punctuation now - it's the first thing I've been able to write in so fucking long babe - please smile when you think of me. You, my dearest of friends, are what connects me to so many vital things in this world. When I think of grace immediately I see old Audrey Hepburn movies, hear my mother telling me to always carry myself with it, and you. When listing things of importance, a short one you know, the relationship between us ranks right up there. In ways that defy definition of course and others of a much simpler nature.
Remember now and again that somewhere, I am sitting standing walking running laughing sunning, something! and missing you. Once last month or so you sat beside me on a cliff and watched a California sunset. Just last week there was a joke told at work and you laughed SO hard. Tonight while driving south on a highway headed for Mexico (but stopping short at my place) I didn't try to picture how you would react to the moment...
just tried to picture your smile.
I love you.
Wish I could merely
find the words
that would say how much.
Always,
A.
Thank you everyone for indulging my moment of gratitude for an amazing person. Those of you knowing her will understand best of all. Please stay tuned for the inevitable writing of poetry, prose and all things language...........
