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fondled love

colicolo

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i wanted to show her that caring existed
to give her all the things i had and more
how was i to know that caring -
so much would make me fall in love

for ages i hoped it was going to pass
seeing you now i feel it so true
the jealousy in my gut
the burning in my tears
tells me this is going to hurt

in your eyes i see something;
"i love you but we can not be"
"your beautiful but not for me"
"your everything i want, but you"


we share the same fear i feel
we both think we're bound to fail
but is there?
do you?
have something, anything, to admit

who are you afraid of;
yourself or me
why am i so afraid to know what i cant have
why am i so close to the one i know i cant have


i drove you to him
because i wanted to give you happy
becuase its like me to show i care
i drove home
away from you deep in to lonliness

you talk about bouys and him around me
are you trying to push some space
but then i was told you look at me
but you turn away when we stare face to face

i know that we're at different stages
generations of fun apart
some day we may be destined together
but maybe i'm tired of waiting
but maybe thats the point

o how i long to blame you
how i long for the right to be angry
for if i cant be with you
how i wish these burns had your name

how long will this go on for
how long are you going to be upset
you're wasting time in your misery
you're pathetic to fall so easily


being to caring is not what you want
i doubt I'll ever find a girl who does
its time to wake up
let go
do it all again

wont someone love me for who i am
she could never love me for who i am
she will never love me for who i am
never love me

its time to take the photo out of my wallet
cause i can only carry you when you fall
not as my possesion
not for me to have

if you ever find this (but you wont);
dont be angry
dont be guilty
dont be jealous
just dont be me
 
You've expressed the mental abuse of a failed relationship very well...the wist seeps through the lines.
 
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