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Hey guys I'm going to get some molly this weekend. My niece's boyfriend is hooking me up and he says its off the hook, satisfaction guaranteed, etc. I believe him, so I'm really excited about it. I've been looking for some x, particularly molly, for a longg time. I was about to get some rolls, red monkeys, down in Orlando but then I went on pillreports and saw how many bad pills are flooding the market today, especially in Florida. Very discouraging. I said no to those and was going to wait until I could get some molly from someone I trust, and then my niece comes through.

Anyhow, I haven't rolled in about 3 years. I am a very experienced drug user in general, done acid a few times, shrooms a few times, smoked a lot of weed, done a lottt of blow, and lots of pain-killers. I've rolled 2 or 3 times, I can't remember exactly, but it hasn't been very many times, and I haven't done it for almost 3 years. I've read all about neurotoxicity, taking vitamins/antioxidants and specifically 5-HTP during/after your rolll to reduce that neurotoxicity. I have to say, despite all my research my first time tripping on my 18th birthday I took 4 rolls and oh my god.. I tripped sooo hard all night with my best friend. We were the only ones rolling but there was like 30 people at the 2 story hotel room we were at throughout the night. It was soo crazy. For like 2 weeks after that, my memory was fucked. I would try to write in this journal I had gotten for my birthday and I'd be writing, having a hard time remembering what I had done the day before... I'd look back a page to try to remind myself what happened prior to what I was supposed to be writing about, and I swear to god I was writing the same exact entry again. I had no recollection of the day before and only remembered what I had written about 2 days before in my journal. To be honest, that kind of scared me! lol

I'm in school right now and exams are coming up, so I definitely want to avoid anything like that. I'm also doing really really well right now in my life, and I want to curtail the drop-off in mood that might occur after a night of intense rolling. Like I said, I do have plenty of antioxidants and the 5-HTP stuff, I also have L-Tyrosine (I don't know if that's of any use though). So, if anyone has any experience in using these things in combination or comments about their helpfulness it would greatly be appreciated!

However, that concern is really secondary. I'm going to be alone for this trip. I don't have much fear about doing this alone because I've done more drugs alone than I have with people the past few years because of my situation. But, if anyone has anything useful to say about rolling alone that would be appreciated as well. I'm looking for things to entertain myself with for the night. I have a lot of good electronica music, but I've been going through youtube and setting up a playlist of lightshows, trance, and other music to start off the night. I love to walk. I have a messed up back so I can never run, but I walk alll the time, and I've read that walking is really fun while you're rolling. I definitely think I'll be doing that and listening to music. I've heard using vicks vapor rub is awesome, but I'm not really sure if I understand... You just rub it on yourself somewhere? Any tips on that? I've read through some of the 'post your roll tricks here!' thread and the rolling bible or whatever it's called.

I might pick up a couple glow sticks at a party store nearby, although I have absolutely no skill at making any light show. I also might try to get some weed, although I don't know if that will be possible. I used to smoke cigarettes, I've quit, but I think I can smoke for one night; you guys think menthol is the best choice there?

As the night wears on I'll probably head to the beach around like 4-5am and walk. It'll be a little chilly, but from what I've heard that will make it even more awesome. I'll stay for the sunrise. I love going over to the beach and walking during sunrise clean/sober so I'm sure it will be amazing rolling.

So this is my gameplan: 1.drop 100mg of molly, wait an hour, or if I start really tripping wait longer to take another 200mg. The guy said he takes it all the time and that if I took .4g I would trip for a longgg time, but he said he takes too much of it at once. This sounded about right with what I've read about doses for molly.

2. Occupy myself messing around on my computer, listening to music, maybe call some friends. Play with glo-sticks, vapor-rub, other tricks I learn about on here, and most importantly: music.

3. Once I'm really into it for a few hours I'll probably go for a walk, or maybe drive, I loveee driving messed up, and while I have been known to get in a wreck here and there, I've never gotten any kind of DUI. If I'm rolling too hard I won't drive anywhere until I need to drive to the beach. I can generally get myself from one location to another if I have to, no matter my condition.

4. Walk around at beach, play in the water (I LOVE playing in the water at the beach when it's dark. It's SO exciting. I can only imagine how intense this will be with cold water rolling my balls off.. I just hope I don't get too fearless and go deep and get bitten by a shark! lol!), and wait for sunrise to come. Watch in awe.

5. Come home, take a shower, and sleep (hopefully I'll be able too. When I rolled before I couldn't sleep much and just kind of lolled around for the day).

How does that sound for a night of rolling alone?? Any other ideas or precautions are greatly appreciated! I've never been into the 'ecstasy scene' very much, so I don't know all the tricks and ways to enhance your roll.
 
Don't drive on any substance. You endanger yourself, you endanger others, and you risk crashing your car and/or getting pulled over. Major stupidness.
 
i have driven many times rolling and it has never been a problem. now if you are completely annihilated then yea i would say dont do it. it comes down to the individual i guess
 
^^dude, this is a harm-reduction forum. Telling someone they can drive is not harm-reduction, it is enabling them to do something potentially harmful to themselves and others.
 
rincewindrocks said:
^^dude, this is a harm-reduction forum. Telling someone they can drive is not harm-reduction, it is enabling them to do something potentially harmful to themselves and others.
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i never told him to do it i just said i have done it before and it comes down to said person's preference. he is a big boy he can make his own decisions. im neither condoning nor condemning it.
 
rincewindrocks said:
I never said you were condoning it. I said you were enabling it. which you are.
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enabling it? i dont even know the guy. you are seeing what you wanna see. like some guy he doesnt even know saying he has done it before is gonna make an impact in his decision? grow the fuck up dude and stop nit picking
 
im not nitpicking, im being responsible. The simple knowledge that others have done it means more than someone saying dont, especially because his plan was to initially. If my voice was the only one saying anything, he might have reconsidered. Thanks to you, he doesnt have to. that is the definition of enabling.
 
rincewindrocks said:
im not nitpicking, im being responsible. The simple knowledge that others have done it means more than someone saying dont, especially because his plan was to initially. If my voice was the only one saying anything, he might have reconsidered. Thanks to you, he doesnt have to. that is the definition of enabling.
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like i said he is a big boy he can think for himself and make his own decisions. although it sounds like you cant. seems like if you wanted to go eat at mcdonalds and one person said no burger king you would go to burger king. just because you are weak minded and easily influenced doesnt mean everyone else is. sounds like you need to resolve your issues first before trying to help other people. i pity the easily swayed people such as yourself. changing your mind bc of what one person comments on the subject? pffff
 
although it sounds like you cant...just because you are weak minded and easily influenced...easily swayed people such as yourself
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dude, no need for personal insults. My point was that you were wrong to say anything like that in the first place. Did i call you a mindless idiot? no, because i dont think you are. I just thought you had made a bad decision and i was trying to point it out. if you are going to get mad because i did that, well then you can just fuck right off. If however, you can calm down, maybe you will see my point.
 
rincewindrocks said:
dude, no need for personal insults. My point was that you were wrong to say anything like that in the first place. Did i call you a mindless idiot? no, because i dont think you are. I just thought you had made a bad decision and i was trying to point it out. if you are going to get mad because i did that, well then you can just fuck right off. If however, you can calm down, maybe you will see my point.
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well just bc you think i made a bad decision doesnt make it so. but enough, im tired of listening to you, i take it you are a girl? must be to have your panties in a bunch like that
 
Everything sounds great except this:

TheMoney said:
or maybe drive, I loveee driving messed up, and while I have been known to get in a wreck here and there, I've never gotten any kind of DUI.
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Don't drive while rolling. It's stupid. Plain and simple. Ricewind is right. It has nothing to do with "being a big boy" and being able to make your own decisions, Pnut. If you drive while messed up, you put your own life and other people's lives in danger. It may be fun, but it's pretty damn stupid as well.

To the OP, you'll have a great night. I've never rolled alone, but I'm sure you'll have a blast. Have some amazing music handy, some vicks, some cigs and weed, a cozy area, etc. Maybe a shower? I took a shower once while rolling and put one of those vicks sudacare shower soothers in and it was unbelievable, haha. =D Just don't make it way too hot. Have fun and enjoy it!
 
Alright, to be honest, I appreciated BOTH of your posts. However, I completely agree with what pnut3844 is saying (although I appreciate the sentiment rincewindrocks is expressing). I am going to make my own decision and I already said that if I'm too blown, I wouldn't drive. I am a drug addict, so saying something like 'driving on any substance is stupid as fuck' is kind of like, well thanks captain obvious!! If someone comes in and says driving while rolling is amazingg (like it is on coke), then that will make me think about the possibility of driving (in respect to how fucked up I am) in a good light - a lot more than you saying driving while on any substance is stupid. What I was looking for on this thread are other people's experiences. So, rincewindrocks, if you've ever driven on x or known someone who has driven while rolling and it was a bad decision on their part, feel free to tell me. Obviously, you can say anything to me and like I said, I appreciate the sentiment, but just calling me an idiot right off the bat isn't helping me.

pnut is also in no way 'enabling' me. I think taking ecstasy in general can be considered 'dangerous', and that a lot of people would say 'taking any illegal substance is mindless stupidity', however, we are all here posting on a primarily drug-experience-based-forum. So are we all idiots? Maybe. Lol. I know you can point out the 'harm-reduction' idea, but I'm just saying experiences are going to mean a lot more to me than a platitude.

Now, both of you kiss and make-up, and please help me out with some ideas to enhance my roll while I'm at home or walking around (forgetting about the possibility of me driving or not!! lol!) Thanks!

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Now I see Highway has posted about driving as well. Let's just ignore the driving debate, and thank you for your recommendations HighwayChile

I LOVE showering while blown to hell (coked out), I can only imagine it being 20x better on ecstasy, because part of the allure of a hot shower while being coked out is if I'm paranoid, it's a 'safe place' were I feel more secure about my environment for some reason, lol.
 
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Well, for instance, my friends were driving home from a rave and almost killed themselves hitting a deer. Granted, that could happen to anyone, but they were out in the middle of nowhere (where they should have expected deer) they were driving way too fast (obvious) and no one was paying attention, including the driver, because they were listening to music. Again, this could have happened otherwise, but they are convinced it was because they were still rolling, and im inclined to believe them.

Also, one time when i was coming back from a rave, we passed a SUV that had flipped, rolled, and been completely smashed up. Later found out the driver was still rolling. Now, this happened during the day, on a straight road, in the middle of the desert (read, no animals), so there is nothing else to blame that one on.

As for enhancing your roll at home, like the previous post said, shower is good. Id add a couple good, emotional movies to watch, an internet connection, and maybe some alcohol.
 
Good stories. Yeah, I've flipped an SUV myself (solo wreck, was coked out all night, bought a shitload of bars the night before, I don't even really remember, but apparently I was up till 6am with some ppl in my apartment complex, didn't really sleep much and went up to jville to give my friend a bunch of the bars. I guess we did some shit, smoked, popped bars, drank, etc. and I was so fucked up I got lost and ended up solo-flipping 5 times on I-295, destroyed every part of my SUV EXCEPT the drivers seat, like literally it was crushed in everywhere except right where I was. I was airlifted, given 25% chance to live, etc. Woke up 5 days later, stayed in the hospital 9 total days. No charges for anything miraculously.), and I've caused an SUV to flip, zonked out on pain-killers I decide to turn around and head back to Orlando on I-4 and traffic stopped all of a sudden, I spun out into the right hand side lane, and my car was like perpendicular and cars were coming at me so I slammed on the gas to try and correct myself, ended up going straight THROUGH a tahoe and flipping it up over my car. I don't really know what happened, but they never established a cause to that wreck and I didn't even get a ticket.

I've been really lucky as far as driving/accidents/near-death-experiences in general. Yeah I know these were really stupid, but at that time in my life I didn't give a shit about anything and pretty much just wanted to die. Now, I'm in a different place completely and much more reluctant to do anything that crazy, especially which might hurt others. IF I do go to the beach, I only have to drive 5 miles, and it's straight, and it would be like 12 hours after I started rolling, so I definitely don't think I would be rolling my balls off. I'd have been coming down for a little bit I assume. But, we'll see what happens. Shit, I'm planning out all this stuff and I haven't even got my shit yet! If it's not good I'm gonna be LIVID. I don't even want to consider that... lol

Anyways, as far as like inhalers, especially since I probably won't have any weed, what are good choices? I've never done 'dusters' or 'poppers' or whatever that stuff is, but is that fun on E? how do you do it? Is Vicks 'inhaler' cool to use along WITH the vicks vapor rub? Where should I put the rub on? All over my face so I'm breathing it in or just anywhere?

What about some cool things to do with a steamed bathroom? Have the vicks on contrasted with the warm steam? lights in the mirror (but they'd be blurry)? My computer is going to have to be on the move all over my house lol, along with my speakers.
 
Poppers are cool, but you have to know which kind to get (and i dont, sorry) cause some of them have extra shit in them that is no bueno. The inhalers are nice because they are cheaper than the rub, less intense, and easily concealable (not really a problem in your case, but good to know anyways) cause they basically just look like chapstick at first glance.

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