I used to post here a lot back in 2008-2010 when I first discovered E. I think I rolled about 15 times over a 1.5-2 year period. Looking back on it I definitely did it more often than I should have, but it could have been a lot worse. Towards the end it seemed like E had lost a little bit of its magic. It still felt really good but it wasn't quite the earth shattering experience that I fell in love with. This was back when I was just out of high school and kind of fucking up with a part time job/part time school. No real direction in my life
Fast forward to present day, I ended up graduating, getting a good job, mortgage, getting married to my wife (who I love to death) haven't so much as thought about E in a while. My wife is a super straight edge type of girl (which for the most part I think is a good thing), but she was not happy when I told her that I had a history with drugs and was pretty judgmental about it. A few months ago her brother and his grilfriend rolled for their first time and he told my wife about his experience. He had the typical first-timer magic carpet ride, and told her about how great it was. After the conversation she told me about it and said she may be willing to try it some time when the time is right. At this point I started plotting to get ahold of some E, so I could suprise her with it on a weekend when we didnt have anything going on.
One of my good friends still rave's occasionally, and I told him to look out for some good shit for me. A while back he came through and got us some molly capsules (~75mg or so). They were offwhite/brown crystals that looked like solid molly I had done in the past but of course we had no idea if it was good or not (not sure where my tester kit is at anymore).
This last weekend I told her that I had gotten ahold of some and that I wanted to do it with her. After placating her worries we each dropped the first capsule at about 6:00pm. About 45 minutes later I could feel the nervous energy/ restlessness that I remembered being associated with the coming up feeling. I went to the bathroom to check my eyes, and my pupils were still normal. My wife said she wasnt feeling much of anything, and was getting impatient. Another half hour later and I could really start to feel it ramping up. She said she wasnt sure if she could feel anything. After another pupil check I could see her pupils were the size of saucers and she was already rolling, she just didnt know it yet.
I suggested we drop the 2nd pill as I wanted her to really feel it, and it seemed like the usual coming up problems like nausia and nervousness weren't really present. We have the 4k netflix subscription, and turned on the digital moving art series that they have on there (the one on flowers is really really cool). About 1/2 an hour later it started hitting her hard and she cant help but start dancing around, moving her hips to the music. We are both rolling pretty hard at this point.
The next couple hours we were peaking together. It was glorious. We switched between dancing, talking, loving on our dog, and having some of the most passionate sex of our lives. One thing I really like about E, that I had almost forgotten about was the overwhelming sense of optimism and love that it can give you. In those moments I had no ill will towards anyone or anything, its the ultimate tranquility for your mind.
We started coming down at about 2:30am. Still feeling ok but there is no escaping that sinking feeling when it starts to wear off. Overall a really easy and clean comedown. I dont think they were cut with anything bad (like meth, which is really common where I live). We ended up going to be around 4:30.
The next day was the normal scattered post-E type of day. We mainly just lounged around our house reflecting on the experience. We had been fighting a lot recently about really stupid shit (marriage is hard), but i'm really hoping that we can both take a fistful of that magic that we had for a little while and use it to make our marriage better. It is really easy to get in a mental rut when your life basically consists mostly of work.
Thanks to everyone that read this far. I dont have a ton of people in my life that I can talk to about this type of stuff anymore, and I needed an outlet. E is amazing, but if I could impart any advice to some of you that have just discovered this wonderful drug, it would be to forget about it for a while. Then when you do it again its almost as new and exciting as the very first time, and you avoid all of the negative stuff associated with abuse.
Fast forward to present day, I ended up graduating, getting a good job, mortgage, getting married to my wife (who I love to death) haven't so much as thought about E in a while. My wife is a super straight edge type of girl (which for the most part I think is a good thing), but she was not happy when I told her that I had a history with drugs and was pretty judgmental about it. A few months ago her brother and his grilfriend rolled for their first time and he told my wife about his experience. He had the typical first-timer magic carpet ride, and told her about how great it was. After the conversation she told me about it and said she may be willing to try it some time when the time is right. At this point I started plotting to get ahold of some E, so I could suprise her with it on a weekend when we didnt have anything going on.
One of my good friends still rave's occasionally, and I told him to look out for some good shit for me. A while back he came through and got us some molly capsules (~75mg or so). They were offwhite/brown crystals that looked like solid molly I had done in the past but of course we had no idea if it was good or not (not sure where my tester kit is at anymore).
This last weekend I told her that I had gotten ahold of some and that I wanted to do it with her. After placating her worries we each dropped the first capsule at about 6:00pm. About 45 minutes later I could feel the nervous energy/ restlessness that I remembered being associated with the coming up feeling. I went to the bathroom to check my eyes, and my pupils were still normal. My wife said she wasnt feeling much of anything, and was getting impatient. Another half hour later and I could really start to feel it ramping up. She said she wasnt sure if she could feel anything. After another pupil check I could see her pupils were the size of saucers and she was already rolling, she just didnt know it yet.
I suggested we drop the 2nd pill as I wanted her to really feel it, and it seemed like the usual coming up problems like nausia and nervousness weren't really present. We have the 4k netflix subscription, and turned on the digital moving art series that they have on there (the one on flowers is really really cool). About 1/2 an hour later it started hitting her hard and she cant help but start dancing around, moving her hips to the music. We are both rolling pretty hard at this point.
The next couple hours we were peaking together. It was glorious. We switched between dancing, talking, loving on our dog, and having some of the most passionate sex of our lives. One thing I really like about E, that I had almost forgotten about was the overwhelming sense of optimism and love that it can give you. In those moments I had no ill will towards anyone or anything, its the ultimate tranquility for your mind.
We started coming down at about 2:30am. Still feeling ok but there is no escaping that sinking feeling when it starts to wear off. Overall a really easy and clean comedown. I dont think they were cut with anything bad (like meth, which is really common where I live). We ended up going to be around 4:30.
The next day was the normal scattered post-E type of day. We mainly just lounged around our house reflecting on the experience. We had been fighting a lot recently about really stupid shit (marriage is hard), but i'm really hoping that we can both take a fistful of that magic that we had for a little while and use it to make our marriage better. It is really easy to get in a mental rut when your life basically consists mostly of work.
Thanks to everyone that read this far. I dont have a ton of people in my life that I can talk to about this type of stuff anymore, and I needed an outlet. E is amazing, but if I could impart any advice to some of you that have just discovered this wonderful drug, it would be to forget about it for a while. Then when you do it again its almost as new and exciting as the very first time, and you avoid all of the negative stuff associated with abuse.
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