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Bluelighter
okay, so what follows is an unadulterated copy of my first time with any major psych's, ive tried dxm and salvia, but they dont compare (for me) to mesc. DXM was, from what I remember (lost the trip report in a computer fuck up) a rushing trip, lots of euphoria but no visuals, and salvia just made me laugh, but mescaline definetly had the most pronounced visuals for me, when i was comparing trips to my dealer he said it gave him insane visuals, but lsd barely gave him any, so now that's my next drug to get a hold of.
the Setting- my room, very dark, light from my lava lamp and laptop only
Any questions I will try to answer, but as far as explaining the visuals, the TR does it better than i could
P.S. if you do this, draw, it doesnt matter if your good or not, i filled a whole page with a flowing abstract river, and in the top right corner I had scribbled "if you don't follow the lines, everything flows, perfectly"<that explains mescaline to me, perfectly.
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taken vial at 11:30 on 1-2-2012 check in at 1am
12:45 1-3-2012 feel a tad floaty, decided i might not be able to post soon so i figured i'd throw this one in here,I have a dentist appointment at noon and im riding in with mom at like 11, I should be okay by then, at least coherent
1am feeling fine, someone went into the bathroom so im expecting confrontation about the mirror being taken down, actually feling a tad anxious, pulse seems fine
1:45 still okay, stomache's little upset
1:53- PRETTTY sure it's starting to hit, haha, im so happy right now
2:00
im mostly sure it's started, but the effects seem subtle, at least right now.......this MIGHT be a sort of 'calm' before a storm, though i wouldnt call it a storm, smoked some weed to calm the jitters
2:15 the webpage was shifting and my can of pop, was smoking for a second, yeah, tracers, it hit.
fuck yeah, MGK and tracers are so fun, i'm playing with my mouse on a white page, it looks pretty cool
i also keep seeing what looks like ghost images of graffiti when im looking at the page, but when i go to clean my screen it doesnt wipe off
it more looks like childish drawings or professional signatures, i can't decide yet...
2:40 and times seems to be shifting meow, yep trippin, everything sort of shifts and shimmers, my screen keeps trying to breathe, but the line i focus on stays on though, its really hard to type, aahaha, everythings so shifty
my legs feel warm (and tingly) and naked and famous is on repeat basically, i gotta find some trippy visualizations, might try 311 next
music seems to be swirling around in my head, it's a mix of N&F, MGK, well mostly just those two because thats all ive listened too.....yet
311 sunset in july gave me chills, ha, most music makes me naucious though, i think..
i notice there are patterns everywhere, and if i study them more i'll get more immersed in them, this might take a while, but i can bring myself out of it for now if need be....if i want too...i dont know how much longer I'll be able to
3AM <---The turning point
full blown trippin right meow, totally concious, MGK is floating in my head, tracers are real cool, I think this was the gentler of the other psych's ive done, but im not even rally paying attention to what my hands are doing right now because im just staring at the keyboard, i had to re-read that just to remember what i typed, haha, this also makes me haaaaaappppy, fuck yeah
3:10
and tracers are the best thing ever CONCIEVED god they are so much fucking fun
if i slip into some scary visuals ill switch to a different tab on firefox to snap out of it
I searched "electro" on wmp and now am gunna for a cool visual, the one going on now seems cool
whenever i close my eyes i rjust see a mass of rainbow, and the lines of text are shuffling from one side to the other page
humans are disgusting, nature beautiful, hand looks like a thermal image
that song made my fingernail on my index finger on my right hand hurt, but not the nail, the tender skin around it, and trust me, that makes sense
god i wish i could describe what my arm looks like, like, a big, embossed FUCK YOU, but youll never understand,JUST LIKE THE FUCKIN LYRICS its's something you just wont understand, unless your here, in it, with me, which, i am, fuuuuuck...........btw my lava lamp is so fuckin cool, and my arm, and fuuuck, life will never be the same, it can only feel better
It's like having a million earth shattering revalations a second, where, everything is right, and it all makes sense, and im gunna get a cadillac eldorado tattoo'd on my back (kudos if you remember btw) but fuuuck, man, life's never gunna be the same, but in a good way
I feel like this is melting off all the shit from 2011, and i almost want to be a better person
also i typed most of that with my lighter tucked under my chin.....im still trying to figure out why....NO FOR REAL!
while i gather my thoughts-i cant describe it, everything i look at, with my view, my perception, every move i made, after every shift
its all new
no gathering of thoughts, unless I try? I dont understand, i can just keep myself typing sometimes, others, i get wrapped up into the song, like now, i must go, this song is pulling me in.....
I CAN DESCRIBE IT look at tribe that use payote/mescaline/ then look at their artwork, it's representitive to whats on my celing, but my lava lamp displays shimmery tracers that follows the gooey orbs, haha, the music is also prominent, it really influenceces everything and if you dont have good music you wont like this, try sublime!
tried. and....mmmmmmmmm, mellows out the tense-ness, much more laid back now, weird how music does that, it literally changed my mood in less than a second
ground....okay....breathe...good.grounded this is happening, its okay,
as i focus on my central lighting fixture, thr room, the light, dances around, i see the glow from the lava lamp dance on the wall as i try to make out what the celing is trying to tell me8
is is the upside down queationmark in the middle of my room fucking with me, its AMAZING
XD
that time when you realize it's almost 6 am and you spent the better part of the night looking at your lava lamp trying to describe it......to yourself
your mind is paper, waiting for the world to draw on it
9AM approx. 10 hours?
tracers, shimmery shit, yeah, i better go check the peup's
3:15pm
pretty much wound down, still dont FEEL baseline
also, best way to tell if your tripping but are still in the "am i tripping" stage, look at your hands, if ANY part "feels" weird, or it looks cool in ANY way, done bother wondering, just scramble to get some sick music lined up because i KNOW you didnt prepare
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUHNP7YphU4
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that video is THE SHIT on mesc, pink floyd rules! and 311, sunset in july, with the video. Or, just watch WMP visuals while bumping Carbon based Life forms, or good old daft punk
Also, I took 4 dramamine to go to bed last night (200mg) and it kicked the mesc in again, not hard, but the visuals fired back up again
the Setting- my room, very dark, light from my lava lamp and laptop only
Any questions I will try to answer, but as far as explaining the visuals, the TR does it better than i could
P.S. if you do this, draw, it doesnt matter if your good or not, i filled a whole page with a flowing abstract river, and in the top right corner I had scribbled "if you don't follow the lines, everything flows, perfectly"<that explains mescaline to me, perfectly.
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taken vial at 11:30 on 1-2-2012 check in at 1am
12:45 1-3-2012 feel a tad floaty, decided i might not be able to post soon so i figured i'd throw this one in here,I have a dentist appointment at noon and im riding in with mom at like 11, I should be okay by then, at least coherent
1am feeling fine, someone went into the bathroom so im expecting confrontation about the mirror being taken down, actually feling a tad anxious, pulse seems fine
1:45 still okay, stomache's little upset
1:53- PRETTTY sure it's starting to hit, haha, im so happy right now
2:00
im mostly sure it's started, but the effects seem subtle, at least right now.......this MIGHT be a sort of 'calm' before a storm, though i wouldnt call it a storm, smoked some weed to calm the jitters
2:15 the webpage was shifting and my can of pop, was smoking for a second, yeah, tracers, it hit.
fuck yeah, MGK and tracers are so fun, i'm playing with my mouse on a white page, it looks pretty cool
i also keep seeing what looks like ghost images of graffiti when im looking at the page, but when i go to clean my screen it doesnt wipe off
it more looks like childish drawings or professional signatures, i can't decide yet...
2:40 and times seems to be shifting meow, yep trippin, everything sort of shifts and shimmers, my screen keeps trying to breathe, but the line i focus on stays on though, its really hard to type, aahaha, everythings so shifty
my legs feel warm (and tingly) and naked and famous is on repeat basically, i gotta find some trippy visualizations, might try 311 next
music seems to be swirling around in my head, it's a mix of N&F, MGK, well mostly just those two because thats all ive listened too.....yet
311 sunset in july gave me chills, ha, most music makes me naucious though, i think..
i notice there are patterns everywhere, and if i study them more i'll get more immersed in them, this might take a while, but i can bring myself out of it for now if need be....if i want too...i dont know how much longer I'll be able to
3AM <---The turning point
full blown trippin right meow, totally concious, MGK is floating in my head, tracers are real cool, I think this was the gentler of the other psych's ive done, but im not even rally paying attention to what my hands are doing right now because im just staring at the keyboard, i had to re-read that just to remember what i typed, haha, this also makes me haaaaaappppy, fuck yeah
3:10
and tracers are the best thing ever CONCIEVED god they are so much fucking fun
if i slip into some scary visuals ill switch to a different tab on firefox to snap out of it
I searched "electro" on wmp and now am gunna for a cool visual, the one going on now seems cool
whenever i close my eyes i rjust see a mass of rainbow, and the lines of text are shuffling from one side to the other page
humans are disgusting, nature beautiful, hand looks like a thermal image
that song made my fingernail on my index finger on my right hand hurt, but not the nail, the tender skin around it, and trust me, that makes sense
god i wish i could describe what my arm looks like, like, a big, embossed FUCK YOU, but youll never understand,JUST LIKE THE FUCKIN LYRICS its's something you just wont understand, unless your here, in it, with me, which, i am, fuuuuuck...........btw my lava lamp is so fuckin cool, and my arm, and fuuuck, life will never be the same, it can only feel better
It's like having a million earth shattering revalations a second, where, everything is right, and it all makes sense, and im gunna get a cadillac eldorado tattoo'd on my back (kudos if you remember btw) but fuuuck, man, life's never gunna be the same, but in a good way
I feel like this is melting off all the shit from 2011, and i almost want to be a better person
also i typed most of that with my lighter tucked under my chin.....im still trying to figure out why....NO FOR REAL!
while i gather my thoughts-i cant describe it, everything i look at, with my view, my perception, every move i made, after every shift
its all new
no gathering of thoughts, unless I try? I dont understand, i can just keep myself typing sometimes, others, i get wrapped up into the song, like now, i must go, this song is pulling me in.....
I CAN DESCRIBE IT look at tribe that use payote/mescaline/ then look at their artwork, it's representitive to whats on my celing, but my lava lamp displays shimmery tracers that follows the gooey orbs, haha, the music is also prominent, it really influenceces everything and if you dont have good music you wont like this, try sublime!
tried. and....mmmmmmmmm, mellows out the tense-ness, much more laid back now, weird how music does that, it literally changed my mood in less than a second
ground....okay....breathe...good.grounded this is happening, its okay,
as i focus on my central lighting fixture, thr room, the light, dances around, i see the glow from the lava lamp dance on the wall as i try to make out what the celing is trying to tell me8
is is the upside down queationmark in the middle of my room fucking with me, its AMAZING
XD
that time when you realize it's almost 6 am and you spent the better part of the night looking at your lava lamp trying to describe it......to yourself
your mind is paper, waiting for the world to draw on it
9AM approx. 10 hours?
tracers, shimmery shit, yeah, i better go check the peup's
3:15pm
pretty much wound down, still dont FEEL baseline
also, best way to tell if your tripping but are still in the "am i tripping" stage, look at your hands, if ANY part "feels" weird, or it looks cool in ANY way, done bother wondering, just scramble to get some sick music lined up because i KNOW you didnt prepare
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUHNP7YphU4
-----------------------------------------------------
that video is THE SHIT on mesc, pink floyd rules! and 311, sunset in july, with the video. Or, just watch WMP visuals while bumping Carbon based Life forms, or good old daft punk
Also, I took 4 dramamine to go to bed last night (200mg) and it kicked the mesc in again, not hard, but the visuals fired back up again
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