ive decided to start this blog simply as a legacy to myself and my personal story, from my eyes. it is only public for when i die.
This bluelight account was created in november of 2015, to share my experiences with things i couldnt share with anyone else. ive posted what i know to help others only. at one point drugs and medicine was interesting to me, now its just a big part of life for everyone.
Most people think its all about the fun and the feeling. thats what makes it cool right?
well what ive learned is if you are honest with people about this topic, youll immediately be viewed differently. represented as someone your not, and generally that is what causes most of the problems with drugs. i used to get called crazy or insane when i was younger, due to my depression. and when that time came when i was old enough to be tagged an addict, it happened immediately. (later got professional medical diagnosis and medication), i started with drugs using xanax to treat GAD, undiagnosed. in no way was it fun. but when i opened up to family about what i was doing, there was no help.
My blog will mainly contain my story of my downfall in life, and how mistakes, false opinions, and myself, brought me to my low point in life. hopefully when i pass, my family will get a hold of this information. this is not intended to be hurtful but to inform, that even i, (sean) have a very real non biased emotional life.
This bluelight account was created in november of 2015, to share my experiences with things i couldnt share with anyone else. ive posted what i know to help others only. at one point drugs and medicine was interesting to me, now its just a big part of life for everyone.
Most people think its all about the fun and the feeling. thats what makes it cool right?
well what ive learned is if you are honest with people about this topic, youll immediately be viewed differently. represented as someone your not, and generally that is what causes most of the problems with drugs. i used to get called crazy or insane when i was younger, due to my depression. and when that time came when i was old enough to be tagged an addict, it happened immediately. (later got professional medical diagnosis and medication), i started with drugs using xanax to treat GAD, undiagnosed. in no way was it fun. but when i opened up to family about what i was doing, there was no help.
My blog will mainly contain my story of my downfall in life, and how mistakes, false opinions, and myself, brought me to my low point in life. hopefully when i pass, my family will get a hold of this information. this is not intended to be hurtful but to inform, that even i, (sean) have a very real non biased emotional life.