Elephants Gerald
Greenlighter
I just had my second really high dose lsd experience, just beautiful. I don't know how strong my tabs were but I took 16 over the course of a day at a european psytrance festival, in a beautiful forest by a lake. First took 6, then 2 more an hour later, then just kept eating it to keep it going. I'm tentatively calling it the greatest day of my life. It's strange, on low-medium doses, I get a bit edgy, the trip is more mental, my thoughts are a bit out of my control and I can spin off in directions I don't really want to. And I often see the weirdness and awkwardness of people at doses like that. Like seeing my loved ones faces in a quite uncomfortable way, and not feeling very sociable at all.
But at this massive dose, I went passed that. Acid can take you out of yourself, and when you take enough it sort of does the same but brings it all back into you. So I felt completely myself, on the ball, able to talk to anyone and handle my shit perfectly, in fact I was so joyful and happy I was talking to strangers and having amazing conversations, laughing and bring hilarity into all my conversations, and formed some true connections of love with people that day.
I think the thing with acid is that at a certain dosage it gets a really euphoric push. If you dont take enough, it's just trippy without the euphoria. Take a high dose and your whole existence fills with gooey psychedelic love. It's deep but not in a knowing the secret dmt-esque way, I saw deeply into love, love of everything and of myself, I appreciated myself in a very deep way. I'm normally quite introspective and lower doses of acid enhance that, but this dose was incredible outrospective. Everything was oozing, music sounds INCREDIBLE. It felt like 60's acid, that classic idea of what acid should be like. Every moment was joyful. Stomping to psytrance in the sun all day, the music swirling around me and giving me such a satisfying hit of pleasure with every beat, shirt off, bare foot, I was in love with everyone and felt more free than I ever have before. The festival vibe was a massive part of it too, the love and energy on the dance floor of an outdoor psytrance festival is unreal. Literally the nicest people ever, 4000 people over a 6 day festival, not one argument, no problems, no conflict, no dicks. Everyone was in love.
I've often felt nostalgic for the 60's, I've felt like they were doing something really special and now it's over and I wished I was there. But this experience showed me it's not dead at all, it's more alive than ever, I'm more thankful than ever I was born when I was now because we get to listen to this incredible electronic music, the trance state it puts me into is pure euphoria, we're evolving into a global tribe, united into one soul. We're changing the world now, leading by example rather than trying to force anyone to change. It's growing and it's global, people all over the world are abandoning what society has offered them in favour of something beautiful, we just want to love and discover truth through music, psychedelics and love.
I dosed at 1 in the afternoon and was still tripping in the morning (managed to sleep though!), no side effects at all, my body felt refreshed and cleaner than ever. I spent a good part of the night gazing up at the stars, I could see the milky way, the stars glowing and throbbing, and I shed tears a couple of times at the beauty of existence, and blew kisses to the universe to thank for the experience. I've never felt so blessed as I did that day.
I'm still glowing from it. I feel something really beautiful in my heart, it's the purest love I've ever felt. I cried again this morning from that love, looking around me and seeing the festival people, I just loved them all so much. That festival was without a doubt the greatest week of my life, that was my first festival, I feel like i've found it now. The 'it' of Dean Moriarty & On The Road, when people say 'i'm gonna make it,' no one really knows what it actually is. For everyone it's different, but I found it in my psytrance tribe, we have it, it's growing stronger, I have a renewed love of humanity and all the thing's we're capable of. Love to all on this forum & everyone who'll never read this xxxxx
But at this massive dose, I went passed that. Acid can take you out of yourself, and when you take enough it sort of does the same but brings it all back into you. So I felt completely myself, on the ball, able to talk to anyone and handle my shit perfectly, in fact I was so joyful and happy I was talking to strangers and having amazing conversations, laughing and bring hilarity into all my conversations, and formed some true connections of love with people that day.
I think the thing with acid is that at a certain dosage it gets a really euphoric push. If you dont take enough, it's just trippy without the euphoria. Take a high dose and your whole existence fills with gooey psychedelic love. It's deep but not in a knowing the secret dmt-esque way, I saw deeply into love, love of everything and of myself, I appreciated myself in a very deep way. I'm normally quite introspective and lower doses of acid enhance that, but this dose was incredible outrospective. Everything was oozing, music sounds INCREDIBLE. It felt like 60's acid, that classic idea of what acid should be like. Every moment was joyful. Stomping to psytrance in the sun all day, the music swirling around me and giving me such a satisfying hit of pleasure with every beat, shirt off, bare foot, I was in love with everyone and felt more free than I ever have before. The festival vibe was a massive part of it too, the love and energy on the dance floor of an outdoor psytrance festival is unreal. Literally the nicest people ever, 4000 people over a 6 day festival, not one argument, no problems, no conflict, no dicks. Everyone was in love.
I've often felt nostalgic for the 60's, I've felt like they were doing something really special and now it's over and I wished I was there. But this experience showed me it's not dead at all, it's more alive than ever, I'm more thankful than ever I was born when I was now because we get to listen to this incredible electronic music, the trance state it puts me into is pure euphoria, we're evolving into a global tribe, united into one soul. We're changing the world now, leading by example rather than trying to force anyone to change. It's growing and it's global, people all over the world are abandoning what society has offered them in favour of something beautiful, we just want to love and discover truth through music, psychedelics and love.
I dosed at 1 in the afternoon and was still tripping in the morning (managed to sleep though!), no side effects at all, my body felt refreshed and cleaner than ever. I spent a good part of the night gazing up at the stars, I could see the milky way, the stars glowing and throbbing, and I shed tears a couple of times at the beauty of existence, and blew kisses to the universe to thank for the experience. I've never felt so blessed as I did that day.
I'm still glowing from it. I feel something really beautiful in my heart, it's the purest love I've ever felt. I cried again this morning from that love, looking around me and seeing the festival people, I just loved them all so much. That festival was without a doubt the greatest week of my life, that was my first festival, I feel like i've found it now. The 'it' of Dean Moriarty & On The Road, when people say 'i'm gonna make it,' no one really knows what it actually is. For everyone it's different, but I found it in my psytrance tribe, we have it, it's growing stronger, I have a renewed love of humanity and all the thing's we're capable of. Love to all on this forum & everyone who'll never read this xxxxx
