It changed my life!
I first read the book Christiana F. as an 11 yr. old girl in germany.
I was in awe.
I met her in Berlin on a train.
I was in love.
I was obsessed with heroin already, as my mom was an American who had escaped the addiction to the drug in the late 60's and early 70's by moving us to Germany when I was 5.
I was born all f----ed up with major birth defects due to her addiction, but I still was just mesmerized by this girl in the 'Bahnhoff's Zoo"
I was her!
I moved to USA, and I picked up my life as a 14 yr old heroin addict in NYC after my bf and I moved there from Atlanta.
I wasted an awesome mind, a great education, and my wonderful spirit on heroin and my addiction to it, and the whole facade that accompanied it for me.
I am now a 39yr old woman who still does not know her way.
I lost my mom t heroin addiction and hep C four years ago, and frankly, I wish I had some dope right now.
Though I have not touched it in 9years!
No NA, no nothing. But I struggle with my love affair with Detlef, Christiana, and H all day, every day of my life!