*Only homless because i'm not sure where to put this, sorry for any inconvinience.*
Right, I dont know if anyone will be able to help me here, but I'd just like to see what anyone makes of this.
Over the last couple of weeks Ive been feeling incredibley uncomfortable. Very very aggressive and very scared. My friends have noticed it aswell as me and although we banter and joke about it with each other, Its actually starting to debilitate me.
I feel as if Ive got somthing HUGE coming up. Like as if I was in a cup final the next day. But there is no event coming up, and every new day is greeted with the same old feeling. Its characterized by intense anger and intense fear.
It feels like my fight or flight response has been flipped on, and the switch has broken and there is no way to turn it off. Adrenaline is surging through me all the time. Obviously this is causing concentration, conversational, and health issues. My "sleep" is messed up now, ive developed a rather tired, washed out complexion, and my stomach is churned and cramps up.
Its making talking to people seem like a foreign language and everything is overwhelming me. I have no idea why this is happening, as despite being a analytical type, I can not find any reason why this might be occuring. I know there is no threat, and I know that I have no reason to feel tense or scared. Walking through a busy corridor seems to be quite stressfull for me.
I'm a really extroverted guy, and usually am the loudest most energetic person in any social group that Im in (wether that be good or bad) so its quite a drastic change for me to now have to struggle to even talk to anyone becuase I cant think of words, instead I can only think about going away. Often this implants a suicidal thought in my head and Ive considered taking my life on many occasions becuase I just can't bare it.
If you didn't read then I don't blame you, but if you did and care to offer some advice, then thank you very much, it would mean the world to me
Right, I dont know if anyone will be able to help me here, but I'd just like to see what anyone makes of this.
Over the last couple of weeks Ive been feeling incredibley uncomfortable. Very very aggressive and very scared. My friends have noticed it aswell as me and although we banter and joke about it with each other, Its actually starting to debilitate me.
I feel as if Ive got somthing HUGE coming up. Like as if I was in a cup final the next day. But there is no event coming up, and every new day is greeted with the same old feeling. Its characterized by intense anger and intense fear.
It feels like my fight or flight response has been flipped on, and the switch has broken and there is no way to turn it off. Adrenaline is surging through me all the time. Obviously this is causing concentration, conversational, and health issues. My "sleep" is messed up now, ive developed a rather tired, washed out complexion, and my stomach is churned and cramps up.
Its making talking to people seem like a foreign language and everything is overwhelming me. I have no idea why this is happening, as despite being a analytical type, I can not find any reason why this might be occuring. I know there is no threat, and I know that I have no reason to feel tense or scared. Walking through a busy corridor seems to be quite stressfull for me.
I'm a really extroverted guy, and usually am the loudest most energetic person in any social group that Im in (wether that be good or bad) so its quite a drastic change for me to now have to struggle to even talk to anyone becuase I cant think of words, instead I can only think about going away. Often this implants a suicidal thought in my head and Ive considered taking my life on many occasions becuase I just can't bare it.
If you didn't read then I don't blame you, but if you did and care to offer some advice, then thank you very much, it would mean the world to me
