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Fentanyl - Experienced - My experience IVing fentanyl gel

grimmrizzo

grimmrizzo

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WARNING: The dose described in this report is extremely high and is likely to cause death, especially if you do not have substantial tolerance.​

So I know this is a very sore subject for a lot of people, and I am in no way condoning doing this, but i wanted to share my experience. So i came across some 25mcg or whatever gel patches. I searched and searched but could not find the information i was looking for. I know i did not make a good decision but i tired it anyway. The first patch i squeezed and the gel out of onto a spoon and added 4 ml of water. I stirred with no heat and procedeed to pull up 1 ml of the solution. I did the first shot, and could taste the sweetness of it, so i knew i had gotten some. No noticable effects. I did this three more times. I never got a rush, or a sedated feeling, but did get an overall feeling of well being. I had three more patches left and about 20 mins after the first shot ( i did the 4 over the span of 10 mins) i started to feel my eyes get heavy and a slight nod. I emptied another 25mcg patch in a spoon but this time i added only 2 ml of water. I did both shots back to back. That was about 15 mins ago. I feel slightly itchy and nod a little bit when i smoke a cig. Intense is not a word I would use to describe anything about this experience. But pleasurable would be. As for my tolerance, I just got out of jail a week ago after doing 2 months. Before i went to jail i had about a 1/2 gram+ tolerance to very strong heroin. The only thing i've used since i got out was about 200 mgs of oxy about 5 days ago. After everything i've read, i should be dead? But instead i feel pretty good and in no way feel like i over did it. I'm not trying to make this sound safe or that anyone else should try it. I dont know if I'm a freak of nature or whatever. I just wanted to post my experience because i feel like theres no other similar experiece. Sorry for the poor spelling etc... I'm not trying to hurt, no help anyone, just wanted to give some insight into my personal experiences

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so you're saying you shot the entire patch contents of gel of not 1 patch but 2 within a matter of 50 minutes or so? WOW.... i would strongly advise you to call someone over to watch you and to bring some naloxone for sure!! the fatal OD time hasn't even elapsed and you're already sharing your experience. i'm most definitely worried for you and you should be worried too imo.
 
A majority of newly sprung jailbirds die from low/no tolerance trying to get high.

Not only did you hop on a substance you're not used to, but you IV'd it as well. As the other poster suggested, find someone to sit with you until this wears off.

Fent is one drug I avoid. Everyone I know who has used says it's not euphoric (apart from a heavy nod), dangerous, etc. So many people have OD'd on minute amounts of these patches.

Bad thing about patches is that the medication is distributed unevenly, which for you may be good because you probably missed the area where the major portion of med settled.
 
I am fine, any effects i belive have worn off. I understand yalls concern and appreciate it. Again i know it wasnt the smartest idea, and i do apologize if i made anyone worry. I just wanted to share my experience. Its not i'll try again. I did get a little high, but not enough to risk doing it again.
 
The reason why I was in jail in the first place was because I OD'd on some H that i'm pretty sure was but with fent. In all honestly though it was a botched suicide attempt. OP had a cheating lying wife that drove OP to suicide. Some may call OP a weak person, but to go into detail about what OP's wife of 6 years did to him would bring most to tears. Still thats no excuse for one to contemplate suicide and OP is very thankful for Narcan and hope that people of bluelight arent as judgmental as joe blow on the street. OP hopes that this is a place that he can come and have an outlet to share experiences and maybe find like minded people who have been in similar situations and can discuss things freely without fear of judgement and trolling. Thanks again.
 
grimmrizzo said:
The reason why I was in jail in the first place was because I OD'd on some H that i'm pretty sure was but with fent. In all honestly though it was a botched suicide attempt. OP had a cheating lying wife that drove OP to suicide. Some may call OP a weak person, but to go into detail about what OP's wife of 6 years did to him would bring most to tears. Still thats no excuse for one to contemplate suicide and OP is very thankful for Narcan and hope that people of bluelight arent as judgmental as joe blow on the street. OP hopes that this is a place that he can come and have an outlet to share experiences and maybe find like minded people who have been in similar situations and can discuss things freely without fear of judgement and trolling. Thanks again.
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Im sorry about all that man, really hope you can find a way to live life more positively in the future.
As for your original post, I don't see how your alive right now, shooting (without a filter no less) raw fent gel is incrediby reckless, and i would recommend doing more research before trying anything similar. And i am NOT saying that in a way that warrants a "aw damn im so badass i shouldnt be alive right now" kind of mentality, like this could easily be considered another suicide attempt.

Good luck and at least TRY to be safe
 
dirzted said:
Im sorry about all that man, really hope you can find a way to live life more positively in the future. As for your original post, I don't see how your alive right now, shooting (without a filter no less) raw fent gel is incrediby reckless, and i would recommend doing more research before trying anything similar. And i am NOT saying that in a way that warrants a "aw damn im so badass i shouldnt be alive right now" kind of mentality, like this could easily be considered another suicide attempt. Good luck and at least TRY to be safe
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I appreciate the response and I'm not the kind of person to have that mentality anyway. To be honest since I first posted this, I've done 7 25mcg patches, maybe more. Its to the point that I guess i built a very fast tolerance and even doing 2 at once barley has any effect besides a moderate itchiness and dazed feeling. The brand I have are made by actavis. I dont plan on doing any more because I know this will probably lead to very bad withdraws. I'm more than likely checking into rehab by the end of the week and I figured trying and doing these are better than doing H again, and they are free. I'm quite surprised myself, but I decided to give it a shot after reading some posts on Reddit about a user shooting 100mcg patches 2 at a time. Anyway, i'm done with my experiment and I must say that my results are inconclusive. I'm not suicidal any more, jail really got my head straight. I realized that the want to kill myself was only because I wanted my estranged wife to have to live the rest of her life with the guilt that her selfish actions destroyed someones life that loved her very much and didnt warrant such brutal emotional damage. It'd be better and mean more to pick myself back up and and get back on top and have a great life full of travel, excitement, and experiencing life outside of the trailer park, or ones parents house that she destined herself for. Not to gloat, but i've made over $100k every year since I was 24, I've owned brand new cars with no co signer etc... but I was always on the road working. She told me "money doesn't buy happiness", but if happiness is working a min wage job living at your parents with your boyfriend who just turned old enough to buy booze, we wouldn’t of been happy together any more any way lol. Sorry for the rant. Its my therapy.
 
grimmrizzo said:
I appreciate the response and I'm not the kind of person to have that mentality anyway. To be honest since I first posted this, I've done 7 25mcg patches, maybe more. Its to the point that I guess i built a very fast tolerance and even doing 2 at once barley has any effect besides a moderate itchiness and dazed feeling. The brand I have are made by actavis. I dont plan on doing any more because I know this will probably lead to very bad withdraws. I'm more than likely checking into rehab by the end of the week and I figured trying and doing these are better than doing H again, and they are free. I'm quite surprised myself, but I decided to give it a shot after reading some posts on Reddit about a user shooting 100mcg patches 2 at a time. Anyway, i'm done with my experiment and I must say that my results are inconclusive. I'm not suicidal any more, jail really got my head straight. I realized that the want to kill myself was only because I wanted my estranged wife to have to live the rest of her life with the guilt that her selfish actions destroyed someones life that loved her very much and didnt warrant such brutal emotional damage. It'd be better and mean more to pick myself back up and and get back on top and have a great life full of travel, excitement, and experiencing life outside of the trailer park, or ones parents house that she destined herself for. Not to gloat, but i've made over $100k every year since I was 24, I've owned brand new cars with no co signer etc... but I was always on the road working. She told me "money doesn't buy happiness", but if happiness is working a min wage job living at your parents with your boyfriend who just turned old enough to buy booze, we wouldn’t of been happy together any more any way lol. Sorry for the rant. Its my therapy.
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Remember this....
They always move on happily. Don't you see? Suicide attempts/success doesn't force guilt on an ex who's moved on. Sure, the ex may feel sadness at first but while you're in the dirt, they're gonna be eating, sleeping, loving, enjoy life, etc.

You need therapy, not drugs. What happens if you're incarcerated again soon? You'll be coping with hard core withdrawals.

Good Luck..
 
Yea, I plan on checking myself into rehab and then into a halfway house. Its the only way I can get back on my feet. I'm not going to let myself fail. I'm going to love and enjoy life. I appreciate everyones response. This site has proved to be more than a place to discuss drug use, but also a place to talk with like minded people.
 
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