EyesBlueToo
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 20, 2020
- Messages
- 5
Finally joined after 8 years or some shit knowing learning using loving, before I knew shit, while I learned shut, when I knew more than 80% of what I read (cause Idfw psychedelics)
but clearly I’m fuckkng new at this part cause idk what to say. Mastered the subject matter though.
i could say some shit about how it becomes your master far more quickly than you master it but for me it was a pretty idyllic dance for a long long time sometimes I led, sometimes I wanted to follow the lead
.
But then your world burns and turns cold in your arm. Mine did. I needed something to mute the world and dry the tears; to warm me up and take me up higher where I couldn’t feel him go cold or me grow cold and older without him. Quiet perfect nothing peace
My dad had blue eyes, Just like mine. -
Daintily fingering my stockpile before plucking out one after the other..., somehow I’d gone through 6 sheets of foil before the 3rd song finished-
I’d watch them slide
starting out blue too, like our eyes,
then slowly burn into nothing, like him, like I was trying to
Turning to smoke and my existence silent
I’ll never need anything the way I need silence in my mind my heart my body, how I find it- well...
I’m on here aren’t I
but clearly I’m fuckkng new at this part cause idk what to say. Mastered the subject matter though.
i could say some shit about how it becomes your master far more quickly than you master it but for me it was a pretty idyllic dance for a long long time sometimes I led, sometimes I wanted to follow the lead
.
But then your world burns and turns cold in your arm. Mine did. I needed something to mute the world and dry the tears; to warm me up and take me up higher where I couldn’t feel him go cold or me grow cold and older without him. Quiet perfect nothing peace
My dad had blue eyes, Just like mine. -
Daintily fingering my stockpile before plucking out one after the other..., somehow I’d gone through 6 sheets of foil before the 3rd song finished-
I’d watch them slide
starting out blue too, like our eyes,
then slowly burn into nothing, like him, like I was trying to
Turning to smoke and my existence silent
I’ll never need anything the way I need silence in my mind my heart my body, how I find it- well...
I’m on here aren’t I
