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Farewell Georgie

Mora Fiend

Mora Fiend

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My cousin passed away this past week at the age of 25. He was not an active bluelighter, he didn't have a computer as he was homeless for a few years, but I had him living with me for a while and he actively browsed this website under my SN.

I grew up with him and we were more like brothers than cousins, we shared every possible intrest in life and pursued those same intrests with downright zealotry. Unfortunately back in 2001 when my intrest was heroin he was introduced to the substance by me, and that is what lead to his death :(

Right now I am feeling an incredible mixture of guilt and shame, thinking perhaps if I hadn't introduced him to heroin that maybe he would still be alive, however you can never tell what 'may' of happened in this life.

In truth, my cousin Georgie was a wonderful person with a horrible addiction that caused him to do horrible things. The rest of my family gave up on him, but I always saw the good, picking him up for the day in the winter and taking him to get something to eat, or buying him clothes...

I will never forget you bro, and I hope to see you soon.

-Mora
 
Sorry to hear about your loss bro. Obviously you feel guilty & shame because you introduced him to heroin but no one forced him to do anything & it was his choice to administer the needle & I imagine he died from it, correct me if im wrong?

Also, that last part about you seeing him soon, no need for anytime soon, you will see him when the day comes for you to exit this earth but lets hope its not soon. Again, sorry for your loss & time heals wounds.
 
^ Thanks Lost, appriciate the kind words. He wasn't killed by the heroin actually, he was hit by a truck while walking along the highway trying to hitchike back to PA for my birthday...

I really, really, miss him.
 
Rest in peace

So sorry to hear of yr loss, its always worse when it happens unexpectedly. Try to not to be hard on yourself about the heroin as it wasn't what caused his passing.
I know how it is to lose someone as my wife passed away in a car crash years ago. One day she was there and the next day she was gone.
Things will get easier with time even though it probably doesn't feel like it now.
 
His memorial service is today. I get to see a bunch of people who claim they cared about him now that he's dead, but when he was alive noone gave a flyin rats ass about him, I was the only one who stood by him through it all.

These people who pretend they cared make me sick.
 
So sorry for your loss Morafiend. <3

You sounded like a true brother to him.<3
You are in my thoughts at this time man.

x
 
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