whataboutringo
Greenlighter
Hello.
I should say off the bat, while it sounds like bullshit, I never have really had a mental addiction or woke up thinking about benzos. Not once. I was using small amounts to kind of amp up my opioid highs, and opiates/oids are my drug of choice and the thing that I crave most. I was not as savvy even a year ago about benzo dependency, and I was taking .5mg clonazepam a day... and then .25mg a day for the past 6-8 months. Probably
a low enough dose, but the length of time surely means I will pay the piper on some level. I basically quit a few months ago and began having withdrawal symptoms, and have been back on ever since at .25 mg a day, mainly because I have been on a long time suboxone wean and can only take so much at once... I am now about 11 or 12 days off of subs (Kratom worked wonders but you have to be strong and wise about it!)
and have only about 1.5 mg clonazepam left... so, am I worrying myself too much? Is .25 mg clonazepam not that bad to come off of?
I have honestly only continued taking it to avoid withdrawal... If I felt I had a mental demon about benzos I would be straight with you guys... opioids are my demon... but yeah. Wondering if given that fact, and being on a low-ish dose for a while, what can I expect? And is good Kava truly helpful? I wish to avoid phenibut and the like... thank you folks. I would like to think if I can handle opioid withdrawal, I can handle this, but again... new territory.
I should say off the bat, while it sounds like bullshit, I never have really had a mental addiction or woke up thinking about benzos. Not once. I was using small amounts to kind of amp up my opioid highs, and opiates/oids are my drug of choice and the thing that I crave most. I was not as savvy even a year ago about benzo dependency, and I was taking .5mg clonazepam a day... and then .25mg a day for the past 6-8 months. Probably
a low enough dose, but the length of time surely means I will pay the piper on some level. I basically quit a few months ago and began having withdrawal symptoms, and have been back on ever since at .25 mg a day, mainly because I have been on a long time suboxone wean and can only take so much at once... I am now about 11 or 12 days off of subs (Kratom worked wonders but you have to be strong and wise about it!)
and have only about 1.5 mg clonazepam left... so, am I worrying myself too much? Is .25 mg clonazepam not that bad to come off of?
I have honestly only continued taking it to avoid withdrawal... If I felt I had a mental demon about benzos I would be straight with you guys... opioids are my demon... but yeah. Wondering if given that fact, and being on a low-ish dose for a while, what can I expect? And is good Kava truly helpful? I wish to avoid phenibut and the like... thank you folks. I would like to think if I can handle opioid withdrawal, I can handle this, but again... new territory.