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Extreme Panic Attacks on Methylone??

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JustEloy

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I have taken MDMA and methylone atleast 50 times in my life, great outcome ALWAYS until one day I took a gram of Methylone by mistake and it was so strong that my neck tightened up, i couldnt get up from sitting.. Felt like a seizure sort of...

Well ever since then when I take ANYTHING I seriously get bad anxiety from it, even before I take it, when I have it, it causes anxiety for me like if i'm gonna relive what happened that night..

I had 200mg of M1, and i was so skeptical that I took just 3 little crystals first, just thinking about how i was gonna feel coming up from THAT LITTLE DOSE made me have a panic attack... then when it settled i took more, and then the anxiety came back again, lmao the palpitations and jitteriness made me paranoid..

Is there any way I can avoid the anxiety/panic attacks when taking methylone? I feel I lost what I truly loved which was the anxiety free high from it..

I dont have access to benzos.
 
Why are you having these panic attacks and anxiety? Next time you feel the onset of some anxiety or a panic attack, look it right in its eye and ask what is the worse thing that can happen? I mean you already took the drugs, so there's nothing you can do about that. If the effects you are getting from these drugs aren't desirable then you should really ask yourself if its something you should be doing, but I don't think that's the case for you as the amount of times you've done them is pretty high. Just take a lower dose that you can relate to and relax and let the good times flow. Nobody is forcing you to take methylone, so if you're doing it to have a good time then have a good time damn you! :D

Who knows though, maybe you are running from something deep inside you mentally which will only be solved through tough introspection and self honesty. Be careful though, you may never want to take a drug again once you realize no drug can give you what you already have in life. Regardless, i'm sending love your way!
 
I noticed this start happening with mephedrone and MDMA when i was taking them too often (not together)..

Maybe you need to slow down?
 
Don't abuse RCs or they will bite you. There are plenty of people who have had thier lives turned upside down for a significant amount of time by a nasty RC cocktail.
 
Anxiety is a bitch. Once you start to relate a certain situation/substance with anxiety, then it stays in your mind whether you realize it or not. Your best bet is to lay off it for a while. However, consuming some alcohol before or while on it can help take the edge off.
 
It's not because I took a high dose, like I said I took 3 crystals there were small from my stash of 200mg. Now what is that? Like 30-45mg that I took and that small amount caused me to a have like a minor panic attack, the jitteriness I felt actually made me think something was wrong when honestly, this happened ALOT in the past when I roll'ed and it made me enjoy it not think "Oh no, something is wrong"...

I layed off all RC's for 7 months because of anxiety.. I thought time off would help forget that situation a long time ago. (By the way there is NO MDMA possible to find)

I did exactly what you said, I looked the anxiety in the eyes and said "I've done this so many times i'm fine, enjoy the moment", didn't help.


Alcohol= A great tool for pre consumption when it comes to my anxiety. <-- This is honestly my best option, I just wish I could just take the M1 without anything and actually FEEL it, because Alcohol dims the effects of it.

....The good old days. I'll miss them...
 
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