dezz
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So I've been on ADD meds for about 2 years now, about 50-60 mg a day and I've quit now for about a month. I did not want to be dependent on speed for the rest of my life and wanted to see how I was without any "aid", without boxing gloves. The problem is that life basically sucks and is increasingly crappy for me. I feel extremely low and fatigued, nothing is "fun" and I am pretty much in an extremely dark place, almost suicidal. Anyway I can't take this state much longer and I'm kind of on the fence about whether I should just get back on it or grit my teeth and stay fully clean. Any suggestions on what might be the best course of action? Is this really all withdrawal from the dexamp still? I had no idea it would be this extreme.