annapea
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Hello first time here so not sure if this is the right place, even on this website to be posting this, but reddit got me no results.
I was on prozac for a long time because it was one of very few SSRIs approved in my country for adolescents. It gave me awful tremors but I have not started trying out new things until recently (long into adulthood). I am currently on 400mg pregabalin + 30mg escitalopram + 7.5mg mirtazapine to treat my anxiety and bpd. A friend in healthcare told me this is a lot of medication to be on so I'm kind of worried now. I also wanted to document my experience, which I mean will differ greatly between each person but I guess I hope may put someone at ease if they are going through similar idk.
My experience:
I dont remember if I started gabapentin or escitalopram first, its been about a year now. The tiredness was very intense at the start and it still is but I've managed to handle it at this point. For a long time I was just doing 8 hrs of work, going home sleeping, repeat. I'm not sure if the weight gain was because of this but weight gain really haulted my progress a bit and it made it hard for me to build up self worth. I struggled to remember basic things for months, it felt like nothing was sticking to my long term memory. Combined with alchool and/or marijuana I felt the effects much faster and it took me some getting used to. When I smoke too much I get these awful shakes and they really scared me, not sure of the cause so I have been smoking way less now. Went down from almost daily to monthly at this point. But when I forgot to take this medication I could feel the difference, I'm not sure if it was withdrawal or geinuine anxiety but I felt much more anxious during peroids when I forgot to take it or went without it so my doctor and I decided to stick with it for now.
I started Mirtazapine a month ago and literally the day of it hit me so hard I never had a medication do something like this before. It felt almost like the high you get from indica but with none of the euphoria, just hallow and empty. It was kind of scary actually, people were talking my responses felt delayed, I felt very much sedated, I described it to my therapist as chemically lobotomized. Now that its been a month I still feel that sedation but i can work through it, my thinking still feels so impaired though as if Im reading a thought through dirty glasses. My appetite has been crazy, more weight gain has left me feeling even less self worth. Im horribly irritable as well, I am not sure what my doctor will decide to do with this, I hope it gets better.
TLDR; I am currently on pregabalin + escitalopram + mirtazapine, has / is anyone on this combination and what was your experience? and bonus question: can you handle marijuana or alchool on this combination? Thanks!
I was on prozac for a long time because it was one of very few SSRIs approved in my country for adolescents. It gave me awful tremors but I have not started trying out new things until recently (long into adulthood). I am currently on 400mg pregabalin + 30mg escitalopram + 7.5mg mirtazapine to treat my anxiety and bpd. A friend in healthcare told me this is a lot of medication to be on so I'm kind of worried now. I also wanted to document my experience, which I mean will differ greatly between each person but I guess I hope may put someone at ease if they are going through similar idk.
My experience:
I dont remember if I started gabapentin or escitalopram first, its been about a year now. The tiredness was very intense at the start and it still is but I've managed to handle it at this point. For a long time I was just doing 8 hrs of work, going home sleeping, repeat. I'm not sure if the weight gain was because of this but weight gain really haulted my progress a bit and it made it hard for me to build up self worth. I struggled to remember basic things for months, it felt like nothing was sticking to my long term memory. Combined with alchool and/or marijuana I felt the effects much faster and it took me some getting used to. When I smoke too much I get these awful shakes and they really scared me, not sure of the cause so I have been smoking way less now. Went down from almost daily to monthly at this point. But when I forgot to take this medication I could feel the difference, I'm not sure if it was withdrawal or geinuine anxiety but I felt much more anxious during peroids when I forgot to take it or went without it so my doctor and I decided to stick with it for now.
I started Mirtazapine a month ago and literally the day of it hit me so hard I never had a medication do something like this before. It felt almost like the high you get from indica but with none of the euphoria, just hallow and empty. It was kind of scary actually, people were talking my responses felt delayed, I felt very much sedated, I described it to my therapist as chemically lobotomized. Now that its been a month I still feel that sedation but i can work through it, my thinking still feels so impaired though as if Im reading a thought through dirty glasses. My appetite has been crazy, more weight gain has left me feeling even less self worth. Im horribly irritable as well, I am not sure what my doctor will decide to do with this, I hope it gets better.
TLDR; I am currently on pregabalin + escitalopram + mirtazapine, has / is anyone on this combination and what was your experience? and bonus question: can you handle marijuana or alchool on this combination? Thanks!
